Placed down the porcupine. Perhaps placing it down permanently. How do you say it, when you have so many people screaming at you to do certain things, you just give in. But it's majority due to the fact that i am human and i do have feelings. I am not heartless as some of you think i am.
I think i am feeling very relaxed now? Or relieved.

But still, i feel like crying. But i have no reason! It's just this feeling. At times, when i see humans, i want to cry. It doesn't help that i am fearful of humans! Ya, very pathetic. I mean i am okay with humans just that when i go to places with many humans, i start freaking out. And it's only till today that i think humans indeed have a scary side. Indeed. It's a side that most humans try to hide. But it's scary that way because you never know when that scary side will surface. I should be afraid of the nice people, or the already scary people? Since i am already aware that scary people are scary, i need not be that afraid. But the nice people, are the people that you never know when their evil side surface.
I am so random! What's with me! Indeed this weekend is a gloomy weekend! Because I have been thinking and thinking! Thinking about human relationships. It's pretty weird right! Grr! So confusing! Dang! Another insomnia night! Really interesting.

Okay! I shall head to bed~ Since either way, i can't get to sleep. =0) Nights people!