Yang Cong Tou is singing on teevee. Argh~ I want xiao jing teng on teevee! =0( I think jam will sing so much nicer!

Pretty short tempered lately. Gosh! This is bad! Yea yea, i find myself in a state of confusion and my irritability is high! How should i put it. Perhaps it's best to blame everyone but yourself to feel better right? But somehow you know you are to blame. To blame for the not very pleasant feeling you are having now. How do i put it. Initially i thought distance is nothing. I thought time is nothing. But then, it somehow everything is crumbling. Perhaps foundation ain't right? Ain't sure.
When i finally could talk to ** about it, she just told me straight that it's majority my fault. Perhaps it's really is but then, somehow, there shouldn't be right or wrong in certain things right?

Argh~ I hate to feel evil although i am evil! =0( Grrr! Never mind. It seems i don't have time to do my stuff! =0( Grrrr. Okie. Toodles and nights.

Missing Jam and his voice!