Headed over to Sam's place slacked a lil before going home and took a nap! I have this love-hate r/s with naps/sleeping. I always get very dry throat after sleeping. Must be because i opened my mouth while sleeping? And erm, nopes, i don't snore. =0)
I pretty much hate today. Perhaps i am too tired? Because i slept pretty late last night. And it's 8am lesson today. Worst still, it's LAMWC's lesson~ Anyways, was on the bus today, feeling frustrated and all. I can't organize my thoughts or feelings. It's like for everything i want a reason, i want a solution. I always thought hating is easy. I mean it should be right!? But it's actually making me worst. For the reason for hating lies a sad truth. I wish i had the power of altering or erasing memory. So that i can alter my own memory or even erase a particular memory. But i rather "they" disappear from my life. Like from now. But of course, such things don't happen the way you want them to right? Argh. I hate it when i can't organize my thoughts because i feel in a mess!
I hated you for being so harsh like it's my fault. But I very well know it's my fault. I hate "them" for being so how do you put it? Honestly, i can't really decide what kind of feeling is that.
Suffering from headache!
I realized how much i haven't been crying or tearing. It's not that i don't want, it's that i can't.
Nights people!
I love HEROS!