I just want to run away from everything. You know, certain things are like so minor and it can affect me so much. Certain things that affect you alot, can just mean nothing to me.
*sighs* School tomorrow and now, i am wondering...
So many things you want to change. But it's just, so impossible. =0( As you get older, you know that there are so many things that cannot be changed. So many things that you cannot predict. A smiling face. But you never know what's behind that smiling face. I grow to hate humans. I grow to no longer trust anyone that much. But that can't be helped right?
Now i wonder. At times, when you help someone, you expect that basic form of gratitude. But you never get it back. And worst still, you get back a totally fucked up attitude. You get what i mean? Never mind, i just want to rant. Must be some bad hair day affecting my mood again! =X I am fine i am fine. =0)
Tata!
take the wheel.