A friendster comment that made me think back again. It's all in the past. I can even consider that the best period of time (i know i am JUST 18). But it's really the best! I am playing all the music that's familiar. Everything that i can remember. It's just so, erm, smoothing. When everything starts falling apart, i turn to this familiar music. It's just gives me this sense of control. I ain't sure how to express it .

But i really miss those days. Secondary school. Where everything happens. I miss band. I miss the feeling of playing with everyone. How afraid i was when we are told to play one by one. I really really miss those times! Concert rehearsal. How much that concert meant. Waking up early everyday to have practice. I miss those days like really. Those really simple days.

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