一直都很想update blog，可是又想不出该写什么。 昨天写了一篇字但update不了我的blog。今天是sunday了! 好快啊! 明天要开始读书了! 假期也在不知不觉中度过。这次的假期也很特别。可能开始改变了。 想法正在改变中。好奇怪! =0) 以前有很多事不明白，很多事看不开。对很多事都执着。
用了差不多一个月想通了。 很多事可能没有我想象的那么简单。犯人也有可能是好人。 现在用有的不代表以后会还在。

我对很多事都有太多的想法，太多的意见。有时候因为太固执也会得罪到很多人。
现在想了又想， 又何必呢。

还在想是不是因为敬腾的歌声的感染力。 =X 很多人都说他改变了他们的人生。不夸张 o. 看这他努力，就感到一丝的愧疚。似乎自己从来没有为自己努力过。没努力做个好人。没努力做个好朋友。没努力做个好学生。没努力为自己的梦想拼命。没为疼我的人努力。
我可能没天分。但我开始相信努力是会有结果的。就算没有好结果也不会后悔因为至少努力过。敬腾有天分也努力，更何况是我这个没天分的人啊!

所以从今天开始，在做每一件事都一定要努力! =0)

记得有人问我NEW TERM 有什么目标。 当然有! 在new term 里，我要努力读书! 我要用微笑来度过每一天。用微笑来面对一切! =0)



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Have been wanting to update the blog but I cant really place them in words. I wrote a whole chunk of words yesterday wanting to update but I failed with the update. I guess theres something wrong with my bloggie. Anyways, tomorrow SCH REOPENS! That is freaky alright! Time past to fast! =0) This holiday is a special one. Really a special one. Perhaps because things are changing. My thinking changed.
There are many things I couldn’t understand. Many things I am unwillingly to let go. But somehow it seems I have think through everything. There are so many things that arent as simple as they seems. Behind the every smiles. Behind the tears. The criminal can be a good man. What you have now doesn’t mean it will be there the next moment. What you have now might be gone tomorrow.

I have always been someone with too many opinions. And I am stubborn, I don’t like to be easily changed in terms of thinking. I don’t want to be made to like something when I practically don’t like it. That is why I have somehow managed to piss some people off! Heh heh. But now thinking back, I wonder why. Its pretty pointless eh.

Have been wondering. Could it be Jam’s voice that affected me? It seems many people have been changed in the positive way. Its no exaggeration. Seeing him put in effort, trying hard to do what he likes to do. Seeing him put in effort and trying his best makes me feel guilty! Because it seems like I havent been putting in effort in things I do or things I love to do. Being the person I want to be. Achieving things I want in school. Reaching my dreams. I havent been putting much effort. I might not have talents, but I am starting to believe in results after hard work. Even if there is no good results at the end, at least I wont regret eh.

So from today onwards, I am determined to try my best in everything I do! Remember someone asking me my new goals for the new term. I want to work hard. Smile everyday and face everything/everyone with smiles.

What has all this got to do with jam? a lot. Because I believe he changed lives. =0)