take the wheel.

It's Good Friday today. But I've got work tomorrow so either way it's shit too. Shit comes together. Negative things love coming together. And that sucks. I am pretty busy recently so I rarely care about anything in my outside environment. It's work and home. But when i get free time (*just like now*), I just start to place everything out and wanting to solve them one by one. Whatever.

Let's just learn to not care about anything. Because it's tiring! All i want now is for work to end soon and let me enjoy my holiday. As for other things, they can happen the way they want. Whatever. And i missssssssssssssss you so so so much! Faster come back for holiday la!

And today Chris is off to taiwan! Lucky girl! And del will be going to Langkawi! LIKE SO GOOD!
Grr!

Just did some stupid things with this. Still trying to figure out how to edit vids. Just some pictures that i want to blog but am lazy to upload to photobucket. Heex! Anyway, got back timetable for the next sem already. So officially a third year student specialization - Aerospace. Time table seems okay. Just that some people are in different class and I am pretty not used to it too. Let's hope people are nice there! HOPE. Have some sucky lecturers there too! Gasp*
But never mind.

Tomorrow is holiday! =D Time to take a break since i will be working on sat too! =0( Nights!

Was looking at the pictures from the chalet and decided to play with the Windows Movie Maker or something like that. And because I didn't know it was possible to convert the files to something that can be uploaded to youtube, i used it as an experiment. =D

Okay! Time to watch teevee! Toodles people!

So, now that's left is waiting for the timetable and hoping that there are people in the same class as you. *cross fingers* If you ever ask me why am I so anxious about it, it's because I am always the unlucky one being in a different class as the majority. 21st is the day the timetable is out. Oh my gosh!

Don't bother asking me how's work today. Work is never good. If it's good, it isn't called work! Anyways.... Never mind! =X I need my holidays! And I am missing so many people already! And thanks sam and van for today!

Nights! And toodles!

RESULTS OUT.
Rather unhappy with it la! I GOT 2 B+! Although i pretty much expected it. BUT 2 B+!
Damn sad about it! IT SPOILT MY RESULTS TOTALLY! Grrr!
But thinking that i started out with gpa of 2.8 to 3.6. So, please pat my back! Though it's JUST 3.6, I am still er, pretty proud about the improvement in grades. Though my grades still suck in class.
BUT I am still super sad about the 2 B+! Like really. Careless-ness and pure stupidity.
The B+ IS UGLY! And there's 2! 2 D, 3 A, 2B+ and 1 P. I hate the B+! It's damn ugly in my grades! Rah! But never mind never mind. The grades are out already, there's nothing to be done to alter it.

But next is the more scary one! TIMETABLE. I don't wanna be in different class alone! I don't want! Okok. Time to go to sleeep! Nights people!

Boo! I am back and I shall stay up till the results! Release of results today! Very scary! >.<>.<
Oh ya, work made me appreciate my moomoo more because working is indeed tough and she's working to pay stuff for us too. =D

Okay. I need to stay away from the comp till 11.59pm. =D Wish me luck for the results although i know i am so going to do badly! Do badly also need to see right?

p/s: Someone thought I am malay again today. So, i just nodded though i don't understand malay language. Why? Because I really find it awkward to correct someone about this. =X

RESULTS OUT SOON!
*FEARFUL*

Being a kid is the best no matter what. Oh ya, I have been saying how much I rather be a hamster. And you will go, "Hamsters are pets and they have NO freedom." But we aren't any better. We really have freedom? I mean, we are all soimehow tied down by money right? That's what I think.

But i rather be a dog or a hamster. Like really. No responsibility. No worry for money and food. Okay, you got to be worried about whether you have a good owner or not. But that isn't for you to choose too. But most of the time (*depends on where you are*), there are good and responsible dog owners. So all you need to do, is being the man's best friend. That's all. Simple. No need to care about money, food or shelter. That is like so simple right. I kind of dread the future. That is if i can't do the things i want to do. I don't want to, and dread to work in an office 9-5. No way. I don't want. Yadah yadah. I know I whine alot about work. But that is because office work is so not me. I hate it. But still I have got to continue with it until 9th April. Oh ya, *hugs* to June.

*sighs* If you ever ask me the reason why I hate this job, it's because I am a forgetful girl. A moment ago, you might be telling me your name, and the next moment, I would have forgotten about it totally. Yes, I forget things easily. So this job is A MILLION times harder than anything. I really wish they could like shorten my contract. Because at this rate, I will go crazy or something. Even till 31st is like hell already. *sighs* Why do I have to ruin my holiday. Especially when I am not going to have such a long holiday any soon. =0( I could cry any moment during work! Because I am too used to having someone remind me stuff, now I have to remember everything! Which is like damn hard. =0( Time to learn to REMEMBER things well. Must be because of the used up memory space lor.

All i wish for, is the company to shorten the contract. I might go crazy before school reopens. I am indeed not an office person. Just like what you all said. =X No point being stubborn nut. =X Okies. Still working and I wish time will go faster. =0(

I am back home but i am damn tired!
Work sucks.. AS USUAL.
*sighs*
Three more weeks and 3days. That's how long I have to tahan. *hugs*
And thanks for the email though we can hardly catch each other online!

3weeks and 3days more!
Let tomorrow be a better and easier day PLEASE.

I know i whine alot these few days. But it's like freaking 17 more days to last day of work. =0(
Whine whine whine! I think i whine the most this year alr! Pardon me alright!

Work's tomorrow and i am oh-so-not happy with it la! Like really! I can't really stand the office people there and people on the phone! Imagine me on the phone handling this really shitty person and here comes the courier + some mail man + someone wanting to collect his SPC + someone wanting to have a meeting + someone wanting to collect newspaper + needing to place all files in the folder FOR THE CORRECT DEPT + redemption of gc + MORE TO COME. And even the mere collection of newspapers can also come and find me! Like =.=

But I really can't stand the people there! And I still have like 3 more weeks + 3 days to go! I know it sounds pathetically little but then, IT'S LIKE HELL TOO! LIKE HELL! *sighs* Like damn sad lar! I don't wanna go to work! But mother said THIS IS LIFE! Don't you hate it when someone tell you that. I mean, how can someone define life?! And the immediate thought is.. IF MY LIFE IS TO BE STUCK IN AN OFFICE, I RATHER NOT WORK, I RATHER STARVE. WHATEVER. Say I am not practical. I just don't want to work in an office!

Sighs! AND SOMEONE'S GOING OVERSEA! Boohoo! And here we are stuck working and stuffs! PLEASE LET TIME GO FASTER!

WORK starts tomorrow! Shit life I call this. I know i sound like a baby , or a whiny kid but honestly I can't get myself to do things I hate like really. Like why should I work hard for something I do not even like in the first place? I know I am working towards money, but then, why so hard for it? So in the end, we are all tied down my money. MONEY. $$ Makes the world go round.

Time please pass and let everyday be an easy day for me. Argh! =.=
Life is shit.
Bub byes!

Stuffed myself silly today.

I think she's great with all this multiple roles thing! She played all characters! =0) Happy slip. Er, the one in PUT IT IN PURSE.

JAM HSIAO JING TENG WILL

BE IN SINGAPORE NEXT WEEK

FOR THE SPOP THING!

ALTHOUGH I AM NOT A

FAN OF THE SPOP THING,

I AM SO WATCHING IT FOR JAM HSIAO!

I know I am back to blog again. Because I need to cherish EVERY moment at home relaxing! I can't believe I've got to work for another 18more days! And that excludes the LAST day. Oh craps, you can never understand how much i abhor working there like really! Really! I make my life so miserable and it seems like my one week of work have been for like years! Damn long! And damn tiring!

I want school to start soon. At least lessons are so much comfortable! I really think our nyp lecturers are angels! Like really. I don't wanna grow up. Rahhh! When you start to be responsible for your actions and your words, everything sucks! I hate responsibilities! Hate it to the core you know. But I am practically begging people to come fetch me on the 9th of April and i won't even mind shopping around Suntec/City Hall area on that day! Because I intend to get a pair of shoes for school. And the worst thing is, i intend to check my grades at work. IMAGINE ME CRYING AT WORK PLACE! So not good! Don't ask me why, because i bloody know my grades are so going to be bad this sem. Not that it have been any good before. But yeah, you get my meaning.

Okay! Enuff of this random rambling post!

Oh craps! I forgot what i wanted to blog about! Never mind, let's all load this clip and watch it while I think..

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Isn't the clip FUNNY! That accent is damn funny! Oh, that's kevjumba. Nice vids from him! =D

Okay. I really forgot what i wanted to do. Oh well.

*yawns* Time pass so slow when you are enjoying right? Time please fast forward to the 8th of April. I am not greedy at all. Not at all.

you said it was out of gratitude. or even guilt. Don't be silly.

I am freaking sleepy! But i want to sleep late! Tomorrow sat lor! And I have like three more weeks + a few more days to go lor! Damn sad! And regarding somethings, i made the right choice, so don't worry! Don't keep having doubts about it alrighty? =D

like they said, internet, computers make the world a smaller place. =D

Good morning, good afternoon and good night! =0)

Today was great all thanks to hl. =D *my eyes are damn tired from looking at the comp scrn alr*
Work sucked as usual. When can things go well? Hmmmms.
And I haven't really been eating my lunch well so i decided to just grab an energy bar from home to eat it. =0) Look pathetic can! Sitting alone on the stairway to have lunch with my energy bar. Due to me being the only receptionist, my lunch time is like damn screwed so i have lunch alone lor. Yeaps.

I waited the whole day for after work just to meet up with hl to go for the food fair. Honestly, i didn't know there's food fair. It's convention center mahs! Also not under my dpt. =X I know i mountain tortoise~. So ya, met up with her and she passed me this little thing! =D =D Super cute lor! I mean the picture on the left hl~ =D

And i am kept alive by the people on the msn and phone. =D Like really! =D Or else I will be so dead at work. Can the 9th April faster come! 8th April also never mind! I want to faster end work! Like really!

I can't wait to go for REAL shopping! And i want to start some saving plans too. =D So... HEH HEH~ =X All i can say is, he is a good salesman lor. Lols! Okok.

My eyes are damn tired! OH YA! When i was at work, my sister turned on her webcam and i saw MOOMOO! LMAO! Okok.
Nights people! Peektures up tomorrow! =D

I miss home so much when i am working lor. So i decided to like enjoy my moments at home. Even if i am damn sleepy, i also won't sleep because i want to enjoy the moment of home. Work sucks big time! And tomorrow is friday and i hope nothing goes wrong too.

And when you are working, you miss school super duper much lor! =0( 9th april, i am waiting for you! AND CAN ANYONE COME DOWN ON 9TH APRIL TO FETCH ME FROM THAT DREADFUL PLACE? =D It seems everyone is working too lor! =0(

I am like in office now and i miss home already. Or rather, i miss having to do nothing at all.
And my stomach's grumbling now which is like damn irritating. I ate in the morning but it's still grumbling and that irritates me so much! I am like counting down everyday! Now i am counting down to off work, so that friday comes tomorrow! AND WEEKENDS!
I can't wait for weekends! At home, time flies so fast! And at work, time is crawling like snail or even slower. It feels like i have done millions of hours here.

This really shows that i hate office life. Like really. I hate going to office with a group of zombies. Fine, i am also part of them now! My eyes are like lifeless though i tried super hard to look awake. But it's impossible! I honestly hate office life. I think my holiday suck so much this time.
But never mind. Treat it as a new experience they say it. Though I will never want to do it anymore. Like really.

And nut isn't feeling very well too! =0(

Back home and tired! And I found a YUMMY "flour" food from bread talk! It's so fingerlicking good! =0) Okok.

Today's work was okay, just that i cried again. I ain't sure why. Must be pms or something but it's like so tiring and stuff. But of course, no one saw me crying. =0)
And today, one of the staff there talked to me in chinese and said sorry. I was like o.O and she said, you don't understand chinese, so sorry. I was O.O. And i said, er, i am chinese. And it's her turn to o.O and carried on saying : "I thought you malay". =0( It's not the first time already and it's not like i dislike the fact that i am mistaken as a malay. It's just that it's like SUPER AWKWARD to keep telling people, er, i don't understand malay. And you see their o.O , and i get super awkward. Like really.

Then after work home! =0) I love going home! =0) But i got held back a little by this survey thing. So reached home late! And I am super tired now! =0)
Time to head to bed! *hugs and kisses* Nut hates going to work but have got no choice!

I on my blogger and forgot what is it for. =X Whoops.
But anyway, i have been doing butt squeezes incase my butt becomes BIGGER since i have been sitting all day in office. =0)

Whenever i come to work, i get homesick. Because i hate office work and stuffs like that. But I have like 21 more days of work to go lor. And i am near dying already. I am neither smart NOR street smart. So how?

And it's like i miss home, miss family and miss friends so much while I am at work because i hate the environment here too. Boohoo! I wanna go home and it's only 9AM now.

I am damn tired and i am always sad in the morning. So yeaps, do sms me (*it's absolutely not disturbing*). *hugs*

I FREAKING MISS MY

SLACKER / NIGHT OWL / NEET

LIFESTYLE!

=0( I MISS STAYING

AT HOME ALL DAY

DOING NOTHING BUT

JUST LAZING AROUD!

I MISS SLEEPING AT

4AM AND WAKING UP

AT 12PM! =0(

freaking tired like really!
It's so stressful in the office and managing everything and it all sounds tough to me too!
=0(
Wish me luck and it's like a NEW experience for me too.

People there seem nice. Hope so too. =0) But it's so tiring and it's much more stressful than exams (*PSLE OLEVELS AND POLY EXAMS ALL COMBINED*).
=0)
Plus point is i get to go home with hl too. =0)

I am utterly bored(*so i just need to touch my lappy*) now and regretted so much not going down to IT show since it's ending today. But honestly, I don't feel well. Tomorrow is the first day of work and i am so dreading it! =X Waking up at 5.50 or even earlier is so not fun! But I think due to some stuffs, I've got to wake up at like 5.30! So that would mean I need to head to bed at 10pm! So after work is like 5.30, so reaching home time would be around 7pm! Then after half an hour of slacking is like 7.30. No dinner so bathing time would be until around 8.30. At least I have time to do my own stuffs!

I am so nervous actually! =X But sam said she will acc me down tomorrow! *beams* Because she took leave and would be nice to accompany me down. It doesn't help that I am a big worrier. What if i screw things up? *faints* Never mind never mind. The more I think about it, the more i get tummyache!

Date and Time check. 9th March, 7.47pm. Faster 10th March and faster 35 days later! =0) YAWNS. Okok. Time to really go to bed now! Damn sleepy! And yes, i might not be blogging that often too so yeaps, if you don't read any new entries, i think you can tune back 35days later! =0)

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Oh before i really off my computer, i've got to share this with you people! It's nice but of not much use since it's just a 1GB. You can click on the image to access it's website.
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Nice right! I think it's nice! There are two more variety. Also very nice! Useless but nice! =0) But it cost $320 I think. I shall stick to DIY blinging of stuffs then~ =O Would want to buy it! But it's like damn ex (*i am paid peanuts for work lor. How logical. Paying peanuts to nut! Nut is indeed a wrong "aka name".*). Will be getting this if i have the extra $! It's a pendent cum memory lor! Imagine going for some meeting or presentation, then you take off your pendent and place it into your lappy's USB port! It's like so....nice!

It's a commitment to make and it. =0) Teehee! Work's starting tomorrow and I am still so nervous! =X And yes, see everyone in 35days! =0)
Wish me luck people! I REALLY NEED IT.

Ohkay! I am sweating like a pig now and i can't wait for monday to start! Like I WILL BE STARTING WORK on that day! Like how great can that be! No more whining that I am bored and stuff! =0) But let's pray hard that everything is going to be easy! And no difficult customers or in-charge. Oh, did i mention that i bought a pair of OL pants. And i look like an OL. My mother insist that that pair of pants can be worn to school and i just showed her the rolls eyes face. It's damn old!

For the whole day I am damn worried about Monday! I hate screwing things up when working. *cross fingers* And the worst thing is that I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE LATE. I know all jobs require the employee to not be late. But yes, it seems pretty strict that i am not supposed to be late. And yes, I will be waking up at 5.50 EVERY MORNING. Off to work at 7am just to rush with the crowd! Considering the bathing and getting prepared time, 5.50 is late already! And i make it a point to go for some vigorous exercise activity (*30mins or more*) at least 4times a week. Like how am i going to struggle through the exercise! Don't ask me why i don't jog because i totally HATE JOGGING and yes, it's not really good for health (*nut's theory*).

And if you are wondering why I am so worried about work, it's because i have never really worked formally before. As in, in a formal working environment and stuffs like that. The places I worked before are like super slack with very slack attire rules. So ya, it's more of like my first time working! So naturally I will be worried right!

Craps! I am so noob sounding! I am even wondering what i should bring on the first day of work and how i should present myself on the first day of work and stuffs! *palms sweating* And my meemee's tips for me is, SMILE MORE and courtesy/manners is NUMBER 1! Whatever. I already learnt to smile even when i don't even feel like smiling already. =0)

I am trying to psycho christina to join the band for the concert because I miss seeing familiar faces on stage performing already. And if she really can join the band for the concert, i can tag along with her during her practice right! I miss seeing the familiar faces performing. Thinking back on those days, i can actually cry. Awww~~ I have the sudden wanting to go back to those days lor! Because things were really simple and easy then! Things now are hard hard hard! Everything is complicated now. Perhaps like they said, I am not contented with my life now though i have more things than before. Ya, i may have some things i desired when i was younger but i lost that joy from before. Wanting is a good feeling but getting is kind of disappointing. Complicated. SEE! Everything is complicating now. And i lost my touch at words. Or rather I speak more than before, but somehow can't express things well already. And it's like damn frustrating! Complicating too! Grrr!

=0) Ok ok. I shall stop this flashbacks before i really sound like a whiny spoilt brat! =X Bub byes !

Because I fell and you picked me up. Thanks.
=0) Now i wish you were back in singapore. Afterall you were the one that listened to me whine, slap me when i was wrong and yes, just listen. Thanks friend! =0) I need it alot especially now!! =0)

Perhaps I have really turned into an emotionless girl.
Some short updates before i log off. Spending less time on the computer is one of my NEW YEAR (*my own definition of new year is very different from yours*) resolution. =0)

Health status = worst than worst
Mental status = recharging
Emotional status = unstable (*imh alert*)

I bought a pair of OL pants. Just for work in case I look anywhere improper on the first day of work. I am dreading Monday because it's the first day of work. And i am afraid of the first day of everything. What impression others will be having on you. What if things screw up and stuffs. So yeaps. Wish me luck, because I really need it.
I didn't meet up with the girls today. Which actually made me sadder. =0( Wasn't in the right mood.=0( Never mind, i believe the worst will be over.

Click on it if you can't see it clear. Since the previous one was screwed up. Don't kill me people!

Just some images I did. I just need to post them up! =X Don't ask me what i have been doing today. Because it's pretty obvious right? And it's just so fun! =.= I was just "beautifying" my pictures and decided it's too hard, so shall just stick with ugly-fying the pictures. =X

I did quite alot of them but shall just post up the ones that are viewable for the eyes.
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Can tell the difference? =X I think this is the first pic i edited, intending to make things nicer. GAVE UP because it's way too hard!
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Experimenting with those stuffs/tools.
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I love this pic! Ain't sure why too! I love that high forehead of mine! =X Sorry hl!
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And the rest i edited are either too nice or too ugly. Oh well! These are the viewable ones.
Okie! Got to go out now. Wish me luck people! *fingers crossed*

Because I hate pple keeping things from me. And yes, I mean it and it doesn't helps that I can feel it. You all owe me ice cream for that! =X

I am super afraid of monday now! Like super afraid! I wonder what I will do, as in the job scope and everything! Facing the customers and/or people in the company! SCARY LA! And she said that things must be taken down accurately as things must be in order and stuff! Oh my gosh! And what am i well known for? BLUR-NESS. What if i get fired half way due to careless-ness?! That will be SO BAD for my experience or anything! Travelling to Suntec is also like hell too! There's alot of zombies during rush hour! And I will be part of the zombies gang! Joining in the morning rush!

And I am doing something I dread so much! ANSWERING OF PHONE CALLS. With my sucky voice, I am going to scare everyone off la! And handling of letters?! Oh my gosh! And the worst thing is that the place is DIMLY lit. 8.30 to 5.30 including 1hr break time. So that means it's 8HOURS working. Alternate saturdays. Which is okay. Since it's just working until 9th April. Can't be that bad right? And I am so going to go for fish spa! =X And get something done to my nails. They are in BAD condition. =X SOMEONE SAID MY HANDS ARE NO LONGER FEMININE LOR. Just because of ONE chipped nail. =.=

And if you are wondering why i am WIDE awake at this hour, it's because I did a maths sum that drove me crazy! And it's JUST SIMULTANEOUS equations and it's capable of driving me nuts! Helping a long lost friend do his maths simultaneous. And i heard the question wrongly and ended up doing the wrong thing! And kept doing and doing and pulled my sister along to do too. DROVE ME CRAZY. And after solving it, I AM WIDE AWAKE NOW. And i sucks at explaining maths through the phone. Like what's with all the plus, minus, division and multiplication pronunciation la! Used my brain and it's not sleepy already! And will be meeting yue, yingg and chris tomorrow! =0) It's been a LONG TIME since i last saw them you know! And heard from chris that there will be a sembwinds concert coming. I SO WANT TO GO AND CATCH IT LA! Chris, please do update me! And the best thing is, it's in JUNE! =0) I want to catch SEMBWINDS CONCERT. The word sembwinds is like a key that opens the door down memory lane! The days I go scolded in band especially during the period when i just joined the band. I MISS THOSE DAYS (*abit saddist i know*). And during the SYF period when our senior came back to guide us. OH THOSE DAYS! I love having a group of people brave through some obstacles together that kinda feeling! =0) Oh craps! What's with the flashback again?!
The recent contact with jiale, the sembwinds concert and meeting up with the girls tomorrow! It feels so good to be in contact with my past again lor! =0)

Okay! Enough of boring you peeps with my flashback. I am off to sleeep and hopefully get to meet up with the girls! GOT LOTS TO TELL THEM! =0) *BUT I AM DAMN AFRAID OF STARTING WORK ON MONDAY* The plus point is only that, i get to go home with hl. That's the only one. =0)

i kept my promise no matter what. And now, it's your turn my friend.

I was just wondering, have you ever wondered about the expressions on babies face? At times i look at their expressions and wonder what they are thinking. Why are the adults fussing over them? Why is it that mama beams with joy when i produce "maaa-maaa" sound? Super random i know! =X Heh heh! Okie. Enough! Back to what I am doing!

Epiphany

I had him!
His throat was there beneath my hand.
No, I had him!
His throat was there and now he'll never come again.
Mrs. Lovett: Easy now, hush love hush
I keep telling you, Whats your rush?
Todd: When? Why did I wait?
You told me to wait -
Now he'll never come again.
There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
And it's filled with people who are filled with shit
And the vermin of the world inhabit it.
But not for long...

They all deserve to die.
Tell you why, Mrs. Lovett, tell you why.
Because in all of the whole human race
Mrs. Lovett, there are two kinds of men and only two
There's the one staying put in his proper place
And the one with his foot in the other one's face
Look at me, Mrs Lovett, look at you.

No, we all deserve to die
Tell you why, Mrs. Lovett, tell you why.
Because the lives of the wicked should be made brief
For the rest of us death will be a relief
We all deserve to die.

And I'll never see Johanna
No I'll never hug my girl to me - finished!
Alright! You sir, you sir, how about a shave?
Come and visit your good friend Sweeney.
You sir, too sir? Welcome to the grave.

I will have vengenance.
I will have salvation.
Who sir, you sir?
No ones in the chair, Come on! Come on!
Sweeney's. waiting. I want you bleeders.
You sir! Anybody!
Gentlemen now don't be shy!

Not one man, no, nor ten men.
Nor a hundred can assuage me.
I will have you!
And I will get him back even as he gloats
In the meantime I'll practice on less honorable throats.
And my Lucy lies in ashes
And I'll never see my girl again.

But the work waits!
I'm alive at last!
And I'm full of joy!

One of the song from Sweeney Todd! Oh agree with me that it's great! Because I love it like hell! =0) Love it Love it!

I just reached home and I am super tired! Like really! But i dragged myself out due to FOOD. *coughs* It's in the blood la. =X Had the world's best "Xian Shu Ji" (*salty crisp chicken*)! It's so crispy on the outside and tender in the inside! DAMN NICE! And though it's fried, it isn't dry at all! Super juicy! DAMN NICE! =0) Made me so happy for the day! =0)

Tomorrow meeting yue, yingg and chris too! =0) Missing them so so so much!

Nut got a job already! Starting work this coming Monday and it's making me SOOOOO nervous! Like really nervous! Excited maybe. Nervous more! It's like my first time doing receptionist job and I AM SO NERVOUS and it's in freaky suntec! Worst still is that the way to suntec is like BLOCKED so i have to walk another way there. But you know, i know where's the place and all, so it's fine. =0) But ya, i am still nervous and i hope the people there are nice especially my supervisor and all. *prays hard*

I got awaken by a call this morning and it's from my agent calling me down to sign the contract and stuffs so i headed down alone! ALONE. Then homed alone and will be heading out later again. =0) I am working soon! No more slack and boring days at home! I will just treat it as a new learning experience and of course, I want to learn to be an independent learner and be brave! =0)

Okies! Toodles! Just a quick update today! =0) And i heard that results will be out on 19TH MARCH. Anyone care to correct it ? Or whether it's correct date? Exam results that is. =0 )

I think I found a job! =0) I think it's the one i went for the interview and i still am puzzled with why they short listed me. I sucked during the interview and i really don't have any experience and i didn't smile alot there .Grr! And I think I am supposed to go down to Orchard to get my contract signed. I think her name is shirleen. I think so.
You see, it's all "I think" because i don't really know! The call came early and i was in a semi-sleeping mode! Like how omg can it be!

I am hoping to get this job although the job scope freaks me out! Like really! But I need money! =X Who doesn't! Hope I don't do anything wrong there! But the people there are pretty nice. I HOPE. But I hate to go town. Especially alone because this is so last minute! But for the sake of the chance to earn money, i shall head down!

Okie! May everything go well SMOOTHLY too. =0) Wish me luck people! =0) I need it!

The last thing i shall do for this holiday is GOING TO SENTOSA and yes, scream and shout and cry at the beach because school's starting and that means ATTACHMENT is coming. Oh i dread going to new environment although it feels great to get anxious and stuff. Like really. And i so feel like going to the beach now. But first thing is i NEED a job.

Okay fine. Directly, it would be I NEED MOLLAH. =0( Okay!
Toodles!

I am right now laughing to myself in a room with only my laptop infront of me! Like omg! How wrong is that! But the clips are funny and I love to hear people talk. Should start to kick this laughing-to-myself habit already!

I am super tired and yes, I think i have lost the blogging bug recently. But i need to blog because I tend to want to need to remember what I did on some days even if it's just slacking. I have been feeling super lethargic recently and it's like damn sad lo! And my legs are like numb for two days ever since i last wore the pair of heels! Grr!

Oh ya, I think i am on a kind of reminiscing moment. Because last night my old number recieved a call from a LONG TIME "friend". Like perhaps 2years of not being in contact. And this morning christina called (*super rare lor!*) to talk about some band stuffs. Apparently there will be a band concert and she is wondering if she should go back too. But then there are like time constraints and the "stressful" feeling. But you know you know, hearing her voice made me walk through this memory lane! Like really. How i wished things can go back to secondary school days. But I wouldn't want my mentality and intelligience to go back too. I want everything that i have now, but the feelings and experiences i have in school. Just like before. Contradicting I know. But you know, those were the days that i really am happy! Or rather, stress-free and stuffs. Friends were also simple then. Everything was simple back then. Awww~ Those good old days. And those days that junejune and I experience too lor. Classic.

Shit. This flashback is making me feel old too! Lols. okie! Time to log off. And i know i am lacking alot of updates on pictures! =X Just hope i get a job soon lor! =0(

Suddenly everyone is doing something that reminds me of the good old days!
coffee anyone?

I know I haven't been blogging but yea, here's one class picture (*though not complete*) from the chalet. Photographer weikang (*i wonder how's he going to take his wedding photo in time to come. Be the photographer too?*)

Girls from the class (*excluding yj who's in shanghai now*) We all look in a wreck somehow.

Ohkay, some little updates. Been pretty busy. I think i blog more during exam period! Like really. And okay, I am having an interview tomorrow but I am still hoping NTUC would contact me like really! And the interview tomorrow is at suntec. But at least it's at a pretty late timing, so it's okay. =0) But I would need to print my certs and testimonials and those stuffs. Like damn scary can!

I need to get a job considering the fact that i won't have the next holiday to work (*read either attachment or some shitty stuff lor*) and that i would be spending at a rather fast speed this year! And for once i decided to get rid of the lazy bones too! But cabalsea is pretty tempting to play with. Reminds me of tinman game though. =0)

Such stuffs aside. Yue's having attachment and i think it sounded scary! *grr* Things indeed get harder as you get older. If I could, i want to be a kid forever! Never mind the fact that i have to ask permission from my mee no matter what i do. But you know, i realized you don't get freedom as you grow older. You are tied down with responsibility, and those stuffs you know. So either way, there is no freedom! =0( Pretty pathetic life right. I know I know.

So, like wish me luck tomorrow okay? =0) Night!

Oh, it's hard. I wonder how am i going to carry on and smile like before.

Something for me pretty please