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Michelle is the one blogging things down. Used to being called nut, mitch/mich or crazy fella(*due to her crazy mood swings*).
She's stepping into her final (*read: worst*) year of poly life in Nanyang Polytechnic.
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Friday, February 29, 2008
9:07 PM

Promise to blog soon with pictures. Really! =0) okies! I need to sleep badly!



a habit for 1.5years will take 3years to kick.

9:07 PM
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Thursday, February 28, 2008
11:41 AM

Shit! I am complaint for being a true blue Gemini! Haax! Not that i am feeling-less! Just that just that, i can only get high when i see trouble, problems or anything happening mah! When van, sam and dg(*sounds like dog lor*) i started chattering away about the terrorist on loose. Shit, am i becoming more AH SUM too? But this type of thing, don't discuss and be fearful for a little while, is like so not normal!

When do you see Singapore filled with people from GURKHA and ARMY and POLICE and even those red buses? Last night lor! And i start chitter chattering away with only dg to entertain me while they were all giving me the zzzz emoticon! Aww~ When i get hyped about something, i will go crazy not talking to anyone!

Some people are damn cute and yes, really feeling-less (*not me!*). They got pretty angry that they partner are called back to do searching and am so worried they have to continue searching tomorrow! TOMORROW IS BIG DAY! 29th FEB! 4years one time! So it's very important! Like damn funny la! Okok.

Jokes aside, i still hope he faster get caught but i heard that at around 5pm yesterday, a singpost van went missing.*AHEMS* hope no link lor!

=0) Off to bathe!

11:41 AM
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10:18 AM

I didn't know about the Gurkhas in Singapore until this terrorist escaping. I didn't know they exist and were such a cool and mysterious lot! I only heard about how "hiong" they were from my sister. READ ME
"Yet, a Gurkha cop is still a Gurkha. According to legend, once his kukri dagger has been drawn in battle, it must "taste blood". If it has not, its master has to cut himself before returning it to its sheath."
Read that, even though they are here, they are not allowed to be attached to the country emotionally and cannot marry any girl here because they are supposed to be an impartial lot. They are also widely regarded as the most fearsome fighters.


The soldiers, raised in the foothills of the Himalayas and recruited by the Singapore police, have seldom been in the public eye here although their contingent has been based on the wealthy island for more than 50 years.


Though they were here for such a long time, i really don't know. Indeed cool and i really hope that the leader get caught soon. Let's hope he haven't escape out of the country.


p/s: you can read about Gurkha at wiki too. Just a click away. =0)

10:18 AM
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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
11:59 PM

JI detainee Mas Selamat Kastari escapes from Singapore detention centre


SINGAPORE : A massive police operation is underway in Singapore after the leader of the Jemaah Islamiyah network here, Mas Selamat Kastari, escaped from detention at 4.05pm on Wednesday. (*reported time: 27 February 2008 2045 hrs *)

A statement from the Home Affairs Ministry says Mas Selamat walks with a limp and is presently at large.

He is not known to be armed and is one of Singapore's most wanted men.

Extensive police resources have been deployed to track him down after he escaped from the Whitley Road Detention Centre.

Anyone with information about him can contact the police at 999.

Mas Selamat was arrested by the Indonesian police on Bintan island in January 2006.

He was picked up then for using a fake identity card.

Based on investigations then, Indonesia's elite anti-terror police discovered he was the leader of the Singapore Jemaah Islamiyah network, a terrorist organisation.

They then deported the man to Singapore in 2006.

The 45-year-old father of four was also said to be involved in JI's plans to mount attacks against foreign and local establishments here.

These included the US Embassy and American Club, the Defence Ministry headquarters at Bukit Gombak and the Education Ministry building at North Buona Vista Drive.

Mas Selamat fled Singapore in December 2001 following an Internal Security Department operation against the terrorist organisation.

The militant leader had been on the run after Singapore authorities discovered plans to crash seven truck filled with bombs at various locations around the island.

Investigations also revealed that he was the mastermind behind a plan to hijack an airplane and crash it into Changi airport.

When he was last arrested in Indonesia, officers found literature on bomb making on the man.

Mas Selamat's deportation to Singapore two years ago was seen as a significant development in the close network of cooperation amongst intelligence officers in the region to share information on terror suspects and to defeat the terror threat.

The islandwide manhunt has fanned out to areas in Beauty World in Upper Bukit Timah and Goldhill Avenue near Barker Road.

Officers are also knocking on homes asking residents if they have seen the escapee.

Police have also formed a formidable blockade around Malcolm Park, near the Singapore Chinese Girls' School. - CNA/ch





Remember this face (*i know very hard because he got a normal looking face i expect to see selling karipok*) and yes, inform the police. Honestly, I don't understand why there's so little news on teevee when he sound like a really dangerous man. Like i didn't know until my dad called or something. Like how are we able to help inform them when there isn't much on news?! Like really totally omg! And the problem is, how is it possible for a man like him to escape? I still don't understand, so perhaps someone fill me in with details and explain? Because he is limp right? So how? And why isn't he under surveillance? I thought he is one of the most wanted man?

But i still seriously think they should like make this known to the country and yes, let everyone be alert because if i were to see him on the streets, i wouldn't even recognize him lor! Gosh! This matter might cause a huge problem! Perhaps citizens losing trust in whatever security bodies in singapore already. And that reminds me of the police that made a mistaken identity. Oh wells. Are we really slacking on security issues? And the thing is, he escaped at 4.05 and what is the time now, 12.11am! He might most probably be out of singapore already! Dread what is to come already!

Imagine what will happen for the F1 race, IR thing and the Youth Olympic too. I just wonder who still have faith in the security in Singapore. Security seems to be slacking so much. And the worst thing is, no one is coming out to say something. Like really. That will leave everyone having IMAGINATION (*read me! becox nut's really timid*). Who knows what plans he have for singapore again lor. *shivers* I am so going to be double paranoid taking the train or any public transport tomorrow! Would really appreciate someone standing up to make matters known and to at least say something. Rather then giving us the shit that extensive search is going on and telling us who he is. Like really HOW DID HE ESCAPE WHEN HE IS A LIMP and stuffs like that.

Oh craps! Singapore~ *reading HWZ forum makes my day !*

11:59 PM
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9:10 PM

Dee called about the terrorist that escaped because his area is filled with policemen! Omg!
*hides under blanket*

READ ME

9:10 PM
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9:02 PM

Totally shiatty day! Or rather, past one hour because i've got a feeling i am going to get sick! Perhaps not tomorrow but definitely on friday or sat! Totally shit!
And i hope interview turns out well. =0)


And yes, chalet tomorrow. =0)

9:02 PM
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8:25 PM

CLICK ME CLICK ME!

8:25 PM
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7:11 PM

I am so so so hungry though i ate an egg sandwich just now! And an ice cream cone. And guess what happens with i am hungry, i get pissed off real easy. Like really easily. Perhaps i might even get angry over someone pulling my hair lor!

Ya. That's how hungry I am. And i realized, nut's really not a nice girl! I ain't that easy going as i thought to be. So beware, i bite!
But right now, i just want to sink my teeth in food! Meat! Veggies! Anything! I am hungry!
Oh ya, when people talk to me, i get pretty angry and yes, defensive when i sense accusation in their tone. It's in my blood!

Okay! When's food coming home! Food makes nut a happy girl! FOODIE

7:11 PM
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1:56 PM

Boo! It's 2pm like unknowingly and my hands are sore from all that Wii!
=X Busy sorting some stuffs out too. Clearing all the junk on my table and stuffs like that. I can't wait to get a job and get on with next sem like really. And i don't know why!
Time flies like so fast i don't really have time to think of what i've done and all. Like it was 2years ago that i just joined nyp. Like how long was that la! Come to think of it, i braved PSLE, streaming and Os. Can you imagine the stress back then but when i think of it, i wonder why i was so stressed then !

I was arranging my photo album yesterday and i came across some class photos. Mainly sec2 and 3 class photo and i smiled to myself lar! I wonder what everyone will be like 10years from now (*that will be 29). Who will be the first guy/girl happily married with kids. Who will be the first to earn the most money. Ya, such silly thoughts float past my head! And yes, i want my sec1 and 2 class photo but i lost it already! =0(

And another thing i was doing yesterday (*craps! i sound like a no-lifer now la!*) was reading hwz forums! Entertained! Like really! But then i realized that everything is about mollah. If you have mollah, you won't be bored since you can simple take a plane and off you go to another environment. Or if you have health but no mollah, how are you going to maintain your good health? Don't tell me eat healthy, because you need mollah to buy healthy food too! Even if you want to grow vegetables for own consumption, you might need to buy a plot of land (*read: Moolah*) and yes, seeds, fertilizers!
Pardon my random crapping because i am purely bored! Want to head out with em to the beach but yes, i need to curb my spending so nahs! no outings! Spending makes me happy for a short moment only! So yeaps.

I need skittles too! =0)
Okies!
Off i go to feed my babies! =0)
toodles




nut loves mr jeet and xiao pang. =0)

1:56 PM
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10:19 AM

I am up so freaking early! 10am i woke up! But missed a few calls, oh wells~ fate!
But never mind. But i really think i woke up too early! I used to be someone who wakes up at like around 8am, but not now! So, 10am is too early for me already. YAWNS. But the sad thing is i can't get to sleep!

Another boring day today! Grr! Would love to head out but being so broke, it's dangerous for me to head out. I might most probably land up having -$ savings! I seriously seriously need to get a job! =0) Partially because nut doesn't want to rot at home lor!

Oh dear, i can't get to sleep! YAWNS. It's too early! Never mind. I always can find entertainment for myself you know! =0) *i forgot i got Wii lar!*

10:19 AM
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008
9:58 PM

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (*this is like super accurate can! Can't get anymore accurate already!*)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

9:58 PM
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6:42 PM

The cockchafer was charmed with the little maiden. He placed her tenderly on the largest leaf he could find. He gathered honey for her from the flowers, and as she sipped it, he sat near and told her how beautiful she looked.

But there were other chafers living in the tree, and when they came to see little Thumbelina, they said, "She is not pretty at all."

"She only has two legs," said one.

"She has no feelers," said another.

Some said she was too thin, others that she was too fat, and then they all buzzed and hummed together, "How ugly she is, how ugly she is!" But all the time little Thumbelina was the prettiest, daintiest little maiden that ever lived.


Saw this lil part of a story from the forum! And it's so sweet right?!

6:42 PM
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Monday, February 25, 2008
10:32 PM

Exams are finally over and it feels great la! The feeling of doing nothing! oh ya, job hunting.
JOB HUNTING IS BACK AGAIN. =0)

Oh. Nut's super tired today! And we got a police statement! And the sad thing is, it's a mistaken identity. Damn anti-climax.

Okie. Nut's tired and i shall have some early rest! =0)

10:32 PM
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Sunday, February 24, 2008
10:23 PM

I am so totally in love with the soundtrack of Sweeney Todd! Arh yes, I HAVE ALL THE SONGS.
Hearing them makes me want to go watch it again! Like really! =0) I love how dark the movie and the characters are. I love Tim Burton la! And i love the casting too! Totally fabulous! =0)


It's so impossible for someone to not want to watch it! I love the song! The show is nice in a perverted and sick way! The songs are so meaningful too lor! Damn nice!

=X And yes, maths a goner too.

10:23 PM
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5:17 PM

Why must maths be the last module to be tested?! I know i used to grumble when it's the first module. But honestly, i can't study now all thanks to tomorrow being the last paper and all i can think of is work and fun.

Work and fun can be categorized together because it isn't like study where having a big fat F means so much la! I am okay with going to school and doing homework and all BUT not having exams lar!
=0(
okie. Another try to force myself to study! Wii is distracting enough alr.

5:17 PM
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
11:40 PM

Haven't been mugging maths because i hate it and i dread it. Avoiding is not a solution,oh sometimes it is. But maths is on monday and i so dread it.

I need a miracle on that day really. Maths! =0( Okay. Never mind.
I need to go jogging tomorrow because i had too much french toast with honey today.
=0)

And i miss the old girls! Like really. Er, not that they are OLD. I mean old friends.
=0)
Okay! Nights! And the hair extensions are really heavy! =0(

11:40 PM
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3:38 PM

mich's okay. =0) =0) =0) Must be the lack of quality sleep la!

3:38 PM
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12:09 AM

Nut is really hopelessly optimistic and it's pretty scary!
Don't wanna get into details. Sometimes i get pretty selfish and starts going crazy and blowing my top first. But don't blame me because i get angry first and think later. Like damn zzz i know. But that's me. But this time i kind of keep my cool while hearing mee's plan. Was near to not being able to control my temper because i didn't like the idea of staying with other people first. Oh well, the first time was like a traumatizing experience for me. And honestly, trust me when i say traumatizing like no one would have experienced it. Thank god that survived through okay! But when things are near the " no-choice" route, we just got to walk on. Better than remaining on the spot and sinking into the ground lor.

I might be missing everything lovely about this house in yishun because i spent like 10 years here! Or more than that! Every happy or sad, happened here. It was the shelter for us, a goal for us like years back then. But yes, everything does have an end you know. I mean we can't have something forever. (I still believe, the longest r/s you ever going to have is family r/s. ) We got to move on and have a new environment. At times, i am really so used to living under a roof with only females that i sort of don't really like the idea of certain things. But come to think of it, let's think for meemee. What will happen to her if one day, my sis and i get married or is working and come home very late! Then my meemee will be alone at home feeling VERY bored since she is like a KIDULT! And since the falls she had when she was younger made her leg weaker, she will need someone to be there when we all are getting older right? And being the need-to-chat kind of people, she will need someone to chat with when my sis and i are out right? Because at times when i go out, i tend to feel a little bit guilty even more so when my sis and i are out on the same day. It's like leaving her alone at home. And she can't be alone! *coughs* Just *coughs* like me too.

So whatever is done, is with the intention of having a better future. Thinking that way made me feel better and not that selfish. She have been slogging her guts out for me and my sis and so it's time to like do something i don't like for her right? So yeaps, finally i have sorted out my thoughts and smile broadly.


Uh.. this time nut isn't that hopelessly optimistic lor. =0)
I haven't been studying much la! =0( It's either chatting or Wii-ing! Or hamsie-ing! Tell me where got time to chat?!


OH YA! Tell you something interesting about today!
We(*sis and i*) were happily watching teevee at around 10 and i shifted the fan. And guess what! I SAW A LIZARD THERE LAR! Shocked X 100! Tried to create noise for it to crawl away before anything bad happens to it. Nothing happened! Oh well, we thought he passed away there and left it alone. HE MOVED! Moved abit. LIKE REALLY ABIT! So we carried on watching teevee until like 12am. STILL THERE.
Moved like less than 5cm! Kept asking it to crawl faster! And it doesn't reacts to vibrations or sounds. You know, they need to react fast or they will like die lar! But it didn't! And we started calling it to move faster.

Meemee came home. She felt so disgusted seeing it. She used a broom intending to check if it's dead. Moved A LITTLE! Like very little. So i guessed it must be like injured. He rested his head on the fan's wire. AND I SWEAR for the first time in my life i find a lizard cute! He is clean like really clean and moves slowly! One reason i hate them is because they move too fast. But this one move slow! TOO SLOW. So we encouraged him to move faster or else he might get killed or something. But it doesn't want to listen.

And at 2.30 am now, it moved less than 10cm. =0( Poor lizard! I so want to keep it as a pet. DAMN CUTE I TELL YOU!

12:09 AM
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Thursday, February 21, 2008
7:53 PM

ENTRY REMOVED!
Enough of scolding this doctor!

Tooth still hurts though. but never mind!

7:53 PM
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008
8:40 PM

No mood to study because of the terrible pain in my tooth. I hope there is no need for extraction or anything. Wish me luck! Appointment with the dentist at 6pm on thursday. =0) Nut hates the dentist! Grrrr!

8:40 PM
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5:15 PM

Back for an update! A quickie because i think i am falling sick too. Don't tell me it's Wii becuase i think we are tired after every game of wii that it seems we are either developing muscle aches or getting sick. BUT I STILL LOVE IT.

Paper today is a goner. I KNOW IT'S EASY but you know, stupidity strikes and there goes my chance of even getting a B. Never mind. =0) After that had prata in school and off i went to meet my sis to watch Depp's SWEENY TODD! =0) 6dollar ticket is like dirt cheap for a movie like Sweeny Todd! I would pay 10dollah to watch it la! DAMN NICE I TELL YOU! I LOVE THIS BURTON AND DEPP COMBINATION! I love tim burton's dark movies and i love Johnny Depp unique personality. I love depp more of course. Tim burton's movies are able to bring out that mysterious and unique personality of depp. Like damn nice! I love how Johnny Depp play roles like Edward (*rather old movie*)! And also him starring in fairytale-like move Finding Neverland and also SLEEPY HOLLOW! And and and CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY AND AND AND POTC! I saw a little bit of that wacky pirate jack in Sweeny Todd when he was about to kill the judge!

I love this show la! All the music and songs are damn nice i tell you. Johnny Depp is good in singing. Not in the technical terms but the feelings in each song is so right! AND STILL I GOT TO SAY, HE SINGS BETTER THAN some singers! I LOVE IT LA! I love all the songs! =0) LOVELY. I personally love the ending. =0) Though many said that it isn't good. But i love it like really. I thought the ending was pretty appropriate too. I recognize many familiar faces in this movie. Also starred with Johnny depp in Charlie is the character Mrs Lovett (*or something like that*). She acted in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory as Mrs Bucket, Charlie's mother. And yes, Snape as the judge and that wormtail as the judge's lackey or something like that. Characters that tim burton used in his movies are unique and superb! This time there's some color to his films. For like a few minutes used to expressed Mrs Lovett wish for the future. Damn nice i tell you! Omg-ly nice! And yes, made me afraid of eating meat pies!

=0) Entertainment aside, from every movie is a point to note or a lesson to learn. And naturally everyone have different interpretations too. I learnt mine. And i love this movie so so so much!
Shall post the music and songs up soon! LOVE IT LA! Rate it like 10stars upon 10stars! DAMN NICE and worth the $$! =0)


NUT LOVES DEPP AND BURTON. =0)




Got a toothache? Ask me! I researched on them la! And ever tried burning your mouth? It's really that burning sensation (*not that i have been burnt before*). One home remedy for toothache is pounding garlic and adding a little bit of salt and pound then apply on the toothache area. AND GUESS WHAT, it burns la! DAMN PAIN but did stopped the pain from the toothache. Like doh! But after the sensation gone, the toothache stopped. After eating, it came back and so i am chewing on ice to rid the pain. I think my is also due to chipped fillings. DAMN PAIN i tell you. It hurts even till the jaw and the mouth! Damn pain la! I rather experience emotional pain than physical pains! Like really! =0( GARLIC SUCKS.

5:15 PM
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
11:37 PM

I am tired! Like freakass tired! But i am super pleased! =0) You know I am half typing with one hand! And I am having difficulty typing because of major muscle ache on my right hand!

Bought NINTENDO WII already! =0) At first I don't really like the idea but now, I AM HAPPY with it! Damn nice la! Woke up at 12pm (*guilty*) and wait for meemee to come home and off we headed down to FUNAN IT MALL. Walked a few places. Mee embarrassed us a bit. Can't be help. SHE IS A KIDULT(*my sis says so*). =0) Finally found the best deal in Challenger. Very idiot friendly. Won't appear to be a bimbo or a noob there. =0) So bought it! In total is $777! =0) Nice price right! =0) Two wii remote, charger set, nunchuk(*don't care about the spelling error*) which is for navigation mainly in RPG games (*zelda!*). =0) And we got two free games excluding the Wii Sports of course. We chose Tony Hawks and Cooking Mama! And Cooking Mama needs concentration like hell la! But i love the Wii SPORTS! Make us so tired and we sweat alot la! And the BOXING was really fun! Really make you sweat alot! But muscle kind of ache now! =0) But had fun! Very family oriented! =0)

=0)

Okie Okie. I didn't study at all today la! =0) Toodles people! =0)

11:37 PM
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12:16 PM

I was determined to not hear that song anymore. Deleted the song. But guess what, i just heard them from outside. Some car is playing this song and it's not stopping.
Oh well.

12:16 PM
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3:11 AM

Awww! Blue black from nowhere! More than 2days alr!
12 stars and my lovelybox

3:11 AM
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2:46 AM

I bought a ring with 12 stars.

THERE'S TRAUMA CENTER ON WII! =0)

2:46 AM
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12:37 AM


LOLS! I love this cartoon! Like really! Nut is more like Brain. =X Looks smart but in actual fact is forever doing redundant things! And is grumpy! But damn cute okay! In a sense~ =0) I love this cartoon because it's funny the way they keep wanting to try to take over the world! And that pinky is like the dumb one! Freaking cute!

Okay. Some little updates! I spent 40 dollars when i went to acc huili off work at Lot1. Grr! Initially was around 30 dollars. But i saw SASA and went in and poof! Spent 10.90 on fake lashes. Then waited for her. Oh ya! I got another lovebox. This time i bought it on my own with contents still intact! =0) Yx bought it for me, well of course using my own mollah. I don't have the guts to go pay for it la!

Okay! So i am now home! =0) Study time! =0 )

12:37 AM
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Saturday, February 16, 2008
5:15 PM

Like crap!
I used half an hour trying to figure out something i THOUGHT i did wrong when it's PERFECTLY correct!
1200 Ohms is also equals to 1.2 KOhms right?
I happen to get 1200 on the calculator and the answer on the paper is 1.2Kohms. And i was like ?!?! Why is my answer wrong? I tried converting my answer to KOHMS and i got like 0.12Kohms! So it's wrong by a decimal so i thought my answer is wrong. SO I REDID ALL AGAIN! And i just realized... i forgot that kilo is 10^3. Oh well.

That is pure stupidity!

5:15 PM
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2:20 PM

Feels funny. I don't know if i am hardworking or slacking. Because i studied more than n0rmal times but less than before when there were exams.
So how?

And I don't feel guilty not studying certain topics. Grr! Weird! Times are changing

2:20 PM
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2:03 AM

Nut sucks at organizing and planning stuffs because she is fickle minded!
I tend to want to change things. Grrr!
If things can just happen just like that. But planning and organizing is not just about making something happen but also bearing in mind everyone's feelings and reaction towards it. Especially when humans are hard to please. I know so because i am such a person! Dang! Karma! Retribution!

Lols! But i still enjoy the process you know.

2:03 AM
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12:18 AM

Mitch the hopeless optimist is back.
I LOVE EXAM PERIODS because i get to make it an excuse for not going out with my parents and not looking for a job.
Oh well.
I am that lazy la! =0)

back to mugging and enjoying every moment of it (*erm?*)

12:18 AM
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Friday, February 15, 2008
8:08 PM

If i could live in my world of make believe. If i could forever hide in the dark.
Oh well. Not what i want and not what i like. But it's where no laughter exist. No cries heard.

Replaying those songs over and over again like it meant something when they don't.
=0)
Nut is still running against time for exams! It's funny seeing everyone rushing against time. It's fun seeing people doing their stuffs. Oh ya. I was thinking about what i wanted to do when i am 55. I thought about it and even read up on it. Oh well. Time to study hard and work hard. =0)

=)) Just read either one. =0)

Nights people! 2 more days to wii. 3 more days to more hair. 4 more days to exam! =0)

8:08 PM
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
11:45 PM

*that song is a sign. Really a sign*

Since i seriously can't get down to mugging shall blog about what we talked (*chit-chat session*) about on gifts from loved(*your so*) ones.
You know, having watched all the horoscope variety programmes, i am starting to really believe in them. Like how accurate can it be. It's on the personality point that is freaking accurate. Like how sam (*a leo*) want on V day. Like freaking accurate. But she didn't really got what she wanted. LOLS!

Okay. Anyways. I thought and thought. A gift is great when it's from someone who worked hard for it. But even then, it would be better if it isn't bought with money. It sucks if you get a gift and the money comes from your parents. It would be like your parents getting those gift for your so right? For me, the best gift is when one is able to read my mind. No! Not kidding! Because it's harder than getting a gift right? But that's how hard la.
*boof*!

Okies! Time to at least get back to mugging! AT LEAST. So slack for this exam. Grrr! Alright! Toodles alrightey! =0)

11:45 PM
take the wheel.
11:38 PM

Oh freak. I am sitting on barely 1/4 of the chair because i am paranoid!
I sort of able to visualize sitting on the whole chair and my butt just grow bigger and wider.
=0( So. Can only sit on 1/4 of the chair. =0) Okay! Let's start mugging! =0)
Nights people!

And i think my calculator is weird! grr!
And the song keeps replaying in my head and in my playlist. Oh well!
Nights!


If i keep complaining that life's unfair, i ain't treating myself fair.
Illogically logical.

11:38 PM
take the wheel.
9:03 PM

Oh yes.. something to add on.. SINGAPORE is so small it freaks me out!
Everyone and anyone is linked in a way or too. Oh how i hate this. So no mysterious feel to life.
Crapping and randomness.
Should i just keep this blog to randomness? Feel retarded if i were to update twice right? Sis is fretting over which console to get. PS3, XBOX or Wii. Honestly, i like none! Okay fine, i just am not into those games stuff you know. Oh, i feel like a weirdo saying that. oh wells!

Ar! I am so going to add another 100strands of hair! I dropped a strand of hair la! And that cost me $2! I know i know. Now i know how important one dollar is too! Craps!



Donuts. Figure 8. Pizzas. Ring. Coins. Clouds. Sun. Moon. Stars. Raindrops. Snowflakes. Bus. Window.
=0) my randomness is getting logical. HOW ILLOGICAL is that? Toodles children! =0)

9:03 PM
take the wheel.
8:48 PM

Blog/Xanga hopping and found this.

SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR
PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY



SIXTEEN:

WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM
LATE AT NIGHT AND
THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN
WHEN IT WAS
JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.



FIFTEEN:

YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND
OVER AGAIN.



FOURTEEN:

YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE
WITH THEM



THIRTEEN:

YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE
AROUND.



ELEVEN:

WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART
BEATS FASTER
AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME



TEN:

YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.



NINE:

WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE
THE OTHER
PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS
HIM//HER.



EIGHT:

YOU START LISTENING TO SONGS THAT
REMIND U OF THEM



SEVEN:

THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.



SIX:
YOU LOVE THERE HUGES & KISSES MORE
THAN ANYTHING.



FIVE:

YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING
TO
YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.



FOUR:

YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR
ANYTHING TO SEE
THEM.



THREE:

WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE
PERSON ON YOUR
MIND THE WHOLE TIME...



TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that
person,
you
didnt notice number twelve.



ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & are now
silently
laughing at yourself.

8:48 PM
take the wheel.
8:00 PM

There is a litte truth behind every "just kidding".
A little curiousity behind every "just wondering".
A little knowledge behind every "I don't know".
And a little emotion behind every "I don't care"

Read this from somewhere. Forgot where. But it's so true isn't it?


edited: HAPPY V DAY people! =0) =0) =0)

8:00 PM
take the wheel.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
10:43 PM

Most probably getting a Nintendo Wii this sat. BUT BUT.
I am never a lover for gaming and that includes any consoles.
Nothing last more than 3 months. If feelings are like that, it would be so much better.
But since it does have some workout effect. Oh wells. We shall see about it.

And i still haven't get into the STUDY mood! Like damn sad la! Oh gosh!
=0( Dead for maths, circuit analysis and electronic communications.
Dang!

10:43 PM
take the wheel.
8:00 PM

Back from praying over at Sembawang. It's said that all zodiac signs should pray this year because all signs aren't good. Out of all signs, snake is said to be better. Well, i don't think so! Grr! \

Anyways, i miss sembawang! Heex! After praying we headed down to eat fish head curry! And i am making tang yuan now because it's Ren Re today. Which means EVERYONE'S BDAY. =0) Heex!

Anyways, someone tell me i ought to be happy about have Wii at home. Because i am feeling NEUTRAL about it. Perhaps abit sore that i didn't get the first prize. Wahaha!
Whoops

Okies. pictures from yesterday for you.
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Waiting for the tram down to Tanjong beach
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At the beach. If we were all in good attire (*shorts and tee*) we would have jumped right in!
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Another group shot
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A partial group shot
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June and nut
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A real group shot! =0)

8:00 PM
take the wheel.
12:07 PM

Say My Name

Say my name
So I will know you're back you're here again
For a while
Oh let us share
The memories that only we can share
Together

Tell me about
The days before I was born
How we were as children

You touch my hand
These colors come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind to be with you again

We breath the air
Do you remember how you used to touch my hair?
You're not aware
Your hands keep still
You just don't know that I am here

It hurts too much
I pray now that soon you're released
To where you belong

You touch my hand
These colors come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind to be with you again

Please say my name
Remember who i am
You will find me in the world of yesterday
You drift away again
Too far from where I am
When you ask me who I am

Say my name
These colors come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind to be with you again

Say my name


I am so inlove with this song. I hear it being replayed like n million times on my phone to sleep! But then, i can't sleep when i am hearing the song and therefore i have insomnia whenever i hear this song. Like damn nice la! And this is not the Destiny's Child song. I love this song. Oh my gosh! I don't really connect with the lyrics but i managed to have this little story in my mind whenever i am hearing this song. And it's so nice to sing~ LALA~~

=0) Okie. Toodles! I am feeling so lazy but LUCKY. Okie!
Bub Bye children! =0)

12:07 PM
take the wheel.
1:14 AM

Facade.
To some extent, i am on the verge of closing down this blog.
Fairytales. Happy ending. Lovely sun. Nice weather. That's what i want this blog to have.
But so much of details must be X away for these nice entries to begin. What's hidden beneath? Search it yourself. I might neglect this blog at times because i X too much stuff till somethings are redundant. Afterall, being able to blog the real stuff is what makes me happy most. And naturally with so many eyes here i can't!


So. Some happy things on here.
I FOUND some meaning of NUT.
And i love this one!
NUT IS A GODDESS! Teehee! Nut is a goddess! Egyptian one somemore! Happiness! =0) Lols. Random!

Okies! Good night people and i really need to start studying! =0) Nights! And yes, two more days to Vday people! =0) May singles get attached (*at their own will*). May couples enjoy more bliss and happiness! =0)

And someone said he will bring back Mr Kantang for me on Vday! Not that i love kantang alot la! Just love their eyes la! =0) Okies! Night! I am super sleeeepy! And super tired! =0)

1:14 AM
take the wheel.
12:31 AM

Facade. I tried..

Anyways! Today went to sentosa. I love sentosa and i wished i had time for the beach. And yes, soaking in water! I love the beach and the sun. I need to recharge my own battery by soaking in the sun. Teehee.

After sakae at sentosa, went down to KM8 where i had my lychee martini. =0) And yes, it was then i realized i lost my mollah. But you know, nut is HOPELESSLY optimistic. So yes, i won't dread on it too much. =0)
After that down to the flower exhibit. Lovely flowers but i have never been a fan of flowers (*except SUNFLOWERS*) unless they are edible~ =0) Hahas! Then down to Vivo and wanted to look for toys r us but can't find! Dang. I can never move around alone because it's either me going to wrong way or taking the wrong thing~

After that home! =0)

Nut love sentosa. Nut love the sun. Michelle love the beach. =0)

oh wells. Hahas. Fun day indeed~ =0|

ok. Better talk about something happier! =0) Today when taking the train down to Vivo, i met this aunty who is a friend of my mama and meemee and well, practically the whole family (*family friend*). She said i slim down a lot okay! I was like trying hard not to laugh! Like really! And asked me why go on diet. *shys* And yes, i think the main reason is because i was wearing black! All in dark colours. But still, she made my day okay! =0) So i took the train with her to Bishan because she need to check some stock or something.
She made my day today! =0)




People say words can kill. But actions/body language hurt more.
LALA! Very random i know. Must stop myself from the random game.

12:31 AM
take the wheel.
Monday, February 11, 2008
11:11 PM

Welcome Lyrics
Artist(Band):Christina Aguilera

Woah, ohh

Welcome to the greatest show
Greatest show on earth
You've never seen before
Let the fairytale unfold

What's behind the smoke and glass?
Painted faces, everybody wears a mask
Are you selling them your soul?
Will you'll be left out in the cold?

Is it all blue skies?
Fun and games until you fall
Then you're left without anyone at all
You're riding on a shooting star
With a smile upon your face
But soon the shine fades

And you're left out all alone
Wondering where did they all go?
Oooh

Been jaded, hated,
Who'll be around when the limelight's faded?
Been shut down, pushed out
Made to smile when I wanted to frown

Always taking a bow
Always working the crowd
Always makin the rounds
Always playing the clown
Who'll be sticking it out?
Who'll be staying around
When the lights go down?


Now you know? Now you get it? Perhaps never. Because I am all along in that lil circle of mine.

11:11 PM
take the wheel.
7:33 PM

For once i leave it all to fate. Talking about some things are just a waste of time and energy.
Yea. Mitch never walk back. So either way.

The dead got to be buried and left there alone right?
=0)

Okie.
Toodles!
Major headache and i haven't finish mugging.
Oh well~

7:33 PM
take the wheel.
1:05 PM

Something that take others 1hour to understand, i take probably 3 hours to understand. So that means i would need three times more time than others to study. So that means i have no more time left and i am barely even reading or browsing through stuff.

Bad. Bad. Totally.

1:05 PM
take the wheel.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
11:26 PM

Randomness once again.
Scandalous. Kids. Infatuation. Short-lived. Craziness. Facade. Once-in-awhile. Blue moon. Illusion. Clowns. Horses. Grass. Cows. Waterfalls. Candy Canes. Beer. Awake. Magic. Blind. Black. Dark. Colourful. Sweetness.

Super random. Soon, i can make a story with all the words i thought of through this randomness thing. Freaking random I know. I wanted to post pictures from our day three house visiting and some occasion with the sam and gang but realized, i am like a mad women on the loose in all pictures. Oh wells~ Wait until i get them edited and apparently not done by me~ =0)

Okie! Better end this entry before randomness bug is here to stay! Toodles!
And we have eyes infront of us for a reason. =0) I look back, but i don't walk back. Get it?

11:26 PM
take the wheel.
10:28 PM

Yays! Yays!
Kindness appreciated! Like I've said, I know. And it's like I am a worm in your stomach (*kind of direct translation from some mandarin phrase*). Appreciate it but let's not make things hard! =X I can't be the cause any sorrows or trauma right! =X Lols!

But really, appreciate it! Oh, and i am heading down to do hair extensions again! =X For so many and so many reasons! And you know i can't wait for asdf to come back. Although he like came back not too long ago! But everyone misses him like so much! Afterall, he is the source of laughter too la!

Oh ya! I have been wahjong-ing at Viwawa.com which my cuzzie intro-ed. Mahjong! =0) Pretty fun! Chatting with people also fun! =0) Most of them seems to be from sg too. Or is it a SG site? Hmmmms. Had so much fun and finally figured out what some mj terms means. It's my MJ tutorial! Fun Fun! And the voice is super cute! Super cute! =0)

Okies! Oh ya. Something random. I had one and a half crab today! And I find myself sick! I was staring at them when they were alive in the basin. They are fierce! They kept staring at me! And when i am in sight, they had to follow my every move! Fierce! And i ended up eating them~ Hehe! Sound so sick i know!

But it was YUMMY la! =x


p/s: i have been very wrong with my words. Or should i say crazy with my words. =X Don't take the meaning seriously! HEHE!

10:28 PM
take the wheel.
6:33 PM

I am just wondering.
Just thinking.
It's all a facade. Facade.
Not that it's of much importance.

Just that.
Randomness.
And i freaking hate you gays (*no, they are straight*) because you all make my day! =0) Gay is the emotion sense.

Randomness.
Wonder what's happening on the other side of earth.
Because someone promised me Mr Potato.

Randomness.

6:33 PM
take the wheel.
12:10 PM

Back! I mean i woke up. =0) Not that i just woke up of course. Get what i meant right? =0)
No matter how late i seem to sleep, i just have to wake up at the normal time or else, i get a headache. Grr!

Okay. No promises for pictures because i don't have them and with my Samie with me, you can't get much photos. Samie is so slow you will most probably just take a picture of the wall because everyone would have already left. Btw, Samie is my phone.

Ok. Let's so a quickie about yesterday because I am going to start warming up for the coming exams! Damn scary la! My maths! *craps!* okok.

Yesterday woke up super duper early and headed out to meet junejune and yingjie to head down to del's house for HOUSE VISITING. Yeaps, i didn't went with them last year for house visiting. And yes, i finally see that how-so-freaking-nice staircase again! HEE.
Then sat down to wait for Yixiang, huili and guojie. After that headed down to sl's place. They played MahJong there. MahJong is a FUN game without mollah right! It's so not fun with mollah! Just by sitting on that cold hard chair, you can like lose mollah enough to buy a top or something! Damn wasteful! Okok. After that was down to YiXiang's place. Food again! After that down to June's place. Her nephew super cute!! Super Super Super cute! *pinch self* So cute! Hahas! Then played BlackieJack. Lost like 2 dollar. =X But never mind, remember, I LOST ALL MY BAD LUCK ALREADY! =0) MEANS ALL THAT IS LEFT IS GOODIE LUCK! MANY MANY GOOD LUCK! =0) I tell you, this is called hopelessly optimistic la!

Then after that headed down to Party World. I LOVE SINGING. Grr! Can someone organize some singing party again? This time, i promise i will sing till i lose my voice la! Bitten by the singing bug already! Sang till 2am and all of us were all like zombies! Tired! Then guojie drove us back. =0)

I WANT SINGING AGAIN! I love SINGING though i am pretty much tone deaf~ Oh wells~ Hahas! I want to study but it doesn't help much when I WANT TO GO SINGING AND SENTOSA. =x Ok! Toodles people! =0)

12:10 PM
take the wheel.
2:44 AM

I am freaking tired and i just reached home.
=0) Bathing is a chore for me and i am uber tired now but i am still watching teevee.

Update about saturday cum sunday's happening later after i sleep.
=0) Still sleepy and tired! Grrr!

2:44 AM
take the wheel.
Friday, February 8, 2008
1:51 PM

And i wonder who is that person behind that miss goody.

randomness.

enjoying the moment of randomness.

shed the skin.

be crazy.

lost all control.

1:51 PM
take the wheel.
11:25 AM

GONG XI FA CAI & THE GREAT ESCAPADE.



I love this year's CNY although the ang baos are getting lesser. Ain't sure why. Age inversely proportionate to ang bao collection. =0) But i had so so so MUCH FUN! Lesser ang bao BUT more fun! So why not! Right? =0)

OkOk. Let's start with the first day! Was super excited on the day of new year! Counting down! AND GUESS WHAT! WE SAW AND HEARD FIREWORKS! =0) *WOOO* FIREWORKS! Good sign good sign! Was online while "shou ye-ing" and guess what, what i said really is granted! Because i said i wanted to DC and it immediately DC-ed! Like if i could do this to exams and gambling! I WOULD BE RICH already! Then couldn't take it and went to bed at like 3 plus. Woke up at around 10. And you know what, FIRST day cann0t wash hair. Like really! So never mind. We all bathed and started preparing! =0) First place is MAMA's place. Took the cab down. =0) Had tung yun. (*tang yuan*)! =0) Yummms! Really is YUMMS! =0) Sat there and chat up a little. =0) Then all of us headed down to Ah Gong's place. =0) My sis and i took jeremy's car. Then meemee was with Kevin korkor. Then all three cars headed down to Ah Gong's place. =0) Ah Gong so good! Stay at home! =0) I love Bai Nian-ing! =0) Then set down to play BlackJack a lil. Okok. Luck was not bad there! =0) The rest were Mah-Jong-ing! =0) Then after that we headed down to my Ah Ma's house and before that we met up with dee and headed down to KFC to have lunch! I love KFC. Some relatives were there too but i am not to close with my dee's side relatives. Sat there. Talked. Eat. Talked. Watched teevee.

After that headed down to Da Yi Ma's place! =0) EVERYONE was playing Nintendo Wii! AND BOY! IT WAS FUN! MORE THAN FUN TOO! And yes, all game consoles can step aside for Wii. Yadah yadah. I know i know. It's the "interactive" factor that i am attracted too! I played bowling, tennis, golf, and MARIO PARTY! Uber cute i tell you! Bowling was awesome! =0) Party party have never been my fav-ed game on nintendo ds lite. But now, i love it! Gonna work to get it soon! Cute game. And yes, you sweat playing those games! No kidding! =0) Fun Fun!

Then had steamboat. =0) Beer drinking. Wine drinking. Fishing for abalone and other shell foods. Sweating too! =0) Had so much fun! After that was MANY MANY rounds of BlackJack which i lost! But i took it as i LOST ALL MY BAD LUCK already. SO what's to come for ME is BETTER LUCK! =0) Fun Fun! Laughed like crazy. =0) Fun Fun! After that home at 1.40! =0)

I love bai-nian-ing this year because NO NEED TO TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT that much. Just one taxi trip. One LRT trip. That's all! =0) Since people drove us home and all. =0)

=0) Tonight was supposed to have this buffet at mama's place but was canceled. SO STAY HOME DAY. Needed some sort of rest because i woke up SUPER early today!

And as you can see, I wrote the title with the


GREAT ESCAPADE


right? YA! really gave me a shock and all of us woke up early! My mee came to the room asking me why there's only one hamster left in the cage. I WAS SHOCK LA! So went out to see. REALLY LEFT WITH ONE HAMSTER! *the fat one-bearbear* I WAS LIKE! OMG! I forgot to close the cage! =0( So we ALL looked for hamster - Mr Jeet. Meemee was making the sounds that JEETJEET likes to make. I was shouting for jeetjeet with the shrimps in my hands. Sis was shouting for jeetjeet and bending down to check. We let bearbear come out in a ball HOPEING bearbear can go find his friend - he did not. And my meemee found him! Behind the teevee! AND I REMEMBER CHECKING THAT ARE MORE THAN ONE TIME! But he was there cleaning himself! Uber cute! So happy to find MR JEET! =0) He sure had fun the whole night! We tempted him with shrimps to go back to the cage! Then bathed them both! JeetJeet's feet are black! =X Which means he probably had so much fun digging into really dirty areas! He is like so energetic! Making bearbear look so FAT and so old! =x But i LOVE bearbear! Bearbear got this pair of SUPER innocent eyes. He is also called MR KPO too! Hahas!

Mr Jeet was eating after the bath! =0) Uber cute! And we placed two water bottles in the cage now. =0) Super cute! I love seeing mr jeet and bearbear together! =0) Their individual names are jeetjeet and bearbear. But together, they are called HAMSIES! =0)

Okie! I need to bathe now! Toodles!

11:25 AM
take the wheel.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
11:54 PM

I seem to have never-ending amount of greetings and best wishes!
MORE $$!
BETTER HEALTH!
MORE $$ AGAIN!
TEN TIMES BETTER HEALTH AGAIN!
HIGHER GPA (*esp me! I really need it!*)
HIGHER GRADES! AIM FOR THE As AND DIST!
MORE TIME!
MORE $$ AGAIN!
MILLION TIMES BETTER HEALTH AGAIN!
FAMILY HARMONY!
MORE LAUGHTER!
MORE $$ again!
TRILLION TIMES BETTER HEALTH AGAIN!
MORE MORE MORE HAPPY MOMENTS!
NO MORE BITTER MOMENTS BUT MORE HAPPY MOMENTS!
NEVER ENDING SUPPLY OF FOOD FOR ALL TOO!

ALL IN ALL. MAY ALL WISHES BE GRANTED! =0)

11:54 PM
take the wheel.
11:37 PM

I cried because i am going to leave all unhappy things this year and start on a new year that is coming in like 20 minutes time! =0) I know this is going to be a good year for i will be working hard and i will be gaining things twice that i worked for! =0) I believe so. =0) I will work hard and i will have a smooth sailing journey this year. And everyone around me will also share my joy and also be happy!

I wish for everyone including myself to have a year filled with laughter and joy! No more meeting undesirable people and may all couples be even more loving and singletons either be happy being a singleton or those finding partners have luck in love too! Lesser hurt to come too! =0)

And also, more money coming in to everyone! Everyone can get a job that they love. Exams are smooth sailing and everyone get GOOOD grades! Those working will be lucky in working and the boss will acknowledge your work and may there be no negative workers!

To summarise my greetings to all, EVERYONE HAVE THEIR WISHES GRANTED! Have more MONEY! Have GOOD grades either in work or studies! GOOD relationships for all too! =0)

HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR! GONG XI FA CAI! *and not forgetting...MANY ANG BAOS RECIEVED*

11:37 PM
take the wheel.
10:49 PM

Back from reunion dinner. Rather okay. Food was okay just that i didn't felt that it was worth the money. Dinner was served slowly. Very slowly. Very slowy. From like 7, we ate till 9.30 or so. Then went up to Ah Gong's place and slack a little while before jeremy drove us home.

Tired. Tired. Really tired. And mee had to give that news which totally ruin our mood. Ya, i know why it was needed. But then, it's not like we caused it to be like that you know. It's like not our problem but for all our live, we are dragged into it. Like really. And it's really really depressing. Really depressing. I can't find a reason to laugh and be merry because it was way too depressing. I know we should understand but then, this time, i really can't. I am self-centered perhaps but please, haven't they even considered how we feel?

What a way to start the new year. Damn depressing. Like really. So what to do? I really hate. I just want to cry. Really. I hate that place. Really. Because it's the place we all were like rats. *craps, i know it's rat year* But it's a place filled with nothing but bad memories. But really bad memories. So bad that i will never want to step into that place. Really. If it's comfirmation, i will really cry. Cry for all the days.

Because this house i am living in is really my dream house. The house that i feel safe. The house that we left and tried so hard to return home. The place that saw our laughter and our tears. The house that i spent more than 10 years in. Like 12 years. The place i really love. The place that saw us grow up. The place that saw me mature and grow up. The place i really love. Love very much. Either way. I don't know..




One man's fault can lead to many consequences. Even years later, the impact is still there.

10:49 PM
take the wheel.
1:31 PM


Busy! Have been super busy for these few days that i barely have enough meals in a day. Like perhaps 1 1/2 meals per day! =0( That is so gonna slow down my metabolism rate or something la! But really busy! 24hours a day is not enough and don't ask me why i even have the time to blog because i am just taking a short break! Like shifting of furniture and all. Mopping and sweeping and sweeping and mopping is tiring! But i love mopping the floor la! =0)
Mopped the floor last night and mopped the floor this morning. And i so like to smell my curtains now! =X Craps.
Hahas!

Night is DINNER time! =0) But I am so not heading down to Marina today! Freaking tiring la! =0) So, might as well, stay home right? With the comfort of my dear aircon and all. Walala! =0) Can't wait to wear my pj you know! =0)

Okies! Back to see what's left for me to do. =0) Toodles!

And have a nice reunion dinner today! =0) And in case i forgot, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and GONG XI FA CAI! =0)

1:31 PM
take the wheel.
11:39 AM

Shed the skin. Party away.

11:39 AM
take the wheel.
1:37 AM

Poor Toshi received his BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH. Honestly, it's my first time seeing a BSOD. Ya, i know i have been using computer/laptop for more than 4years, or 6year but it's really my first time seeing it.


And being the SUPER DUPER NOOB at computers and their sickness, i went to Google about those screen. And realized it's name and there are also grey screen of death and those colours. Like who the hell is so creative as to name those screen with such funky names? And that ___screen of death name is like so manga like la. Alright, beginning to sound more computer idiot.
Read on and on, and ya, this bsod is indeed common and there are more than one kind of bsod. I mean each having different error and so on. Like really interesting la.

And it's always the case. Technology making you rely on them so much and break down just when you are used to having them around. The same goes for humans at times. Some saddist love leaving just when you are so in need of them. Grr! But honestly! Technology is as unreliable as humans!

Oh yes, i think my sister look more like in ECCE than me la! XD

Okie okie. Got lotsa stuff to do later on! So better catch some sleep! =0 )And tomorrow is a LONG day! And no one sleeps on the eve of night too! =0) Okies! Toodles people!




Human r/s are interesting. Like really. =0)

1:37 AM
take the wheel.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
10:48 PM

Back! =0) And i am uber tired! Teehee!

Okok. Today had sort of a reunion dinner. It's the family reunion dinner since tomorrow we got to go reunion dinner with the WHOLE family. And yeaps, we to meet mee and dee at the coffee shop where we always have food at.
Yumms! Had butter and black pepper crab! =0) I love crabs to the max!
Then headed down to amk hub where i spent another 50dollars. =0( Craps. It just keeps adding on for my CNY spending. Like really damn sad.

After some shopping it's time to head home! And after heading home is out to the NTUC to buy stuffs. =0( Finally some time for my legs to rest! =0) And tomorrow is reunion dinner again! =0) Time pass so fast okay! =0)

Okie! Off i go! Toodles! =0)

10:48 PM
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1:22 AM

Woke up super early in the morning and helped to clean the mirror! Like freaking tiring! But it's good work out for my flabby arms. After that met up with huili, yx and jess and down to Novena to visit JUNEJUNE. She made me so worried since i have no idea why she got inside! But seeing her still so lively and yes, still the mad girl she is..is good. =0) Faster get out of there! =0)

And after that down to Pastamania to have lunch which i paid nothing for. Whoops! But the food there sucks pretty much. The pasta is bad and i think they should cook pasta with hard water. After that down to Town to shop and i am really tired! My legs are like hurting like hell because i was wearing shoes a size smaller! OUCH! But nut loves shopping even if she don't buy anything!
Walked from one end to another. Tiring! And saw a freaking nice bracelet! And a freaking cute necklace! Like really nice! But never mind. Then shopped till most of them got what they wanted! And by then, it's already near 10. TIRING can! Then home. =0)

So now i am typing this entry with half my eyes open! Tiring! And i got my package! =0) Shades and my skinny! Nut is a happy girl alright! I love my shades though they are a wee bit TOO big. But never mind.

Oh ya, del told me how fun our next sem mods are going to be and i headed to check them out too! INDEED FUN SOUNDING! So, i am looking forward to them! =0)

Core Modules
Industrial Attachment Programme
Aircraft Electrical and Instrument Systems (*totally not fun sounding*)
Aircraft Communication and Navigation Systems (*absolutely fun sounding*)
Flight Control Systems (*FUN SOUNDING*)
Aerospace Operation and Practices (*FUN SOUNDING TOO*)
Professional and Interpersonal (*TOTALLY NOT FUN*)
Communication Skills
Full-Time Semestral Project

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Prescribed Electives
Human Factors & Aviation Legislation (*CHOSE THIS AS FIRST CHOICE*)
Embedded System Design
Electromagnetic Compatibility

1:22 AM
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Sunday, February 3, 2008
11:36 PM

GO HERE!
TEEHEE! I love her doodles/drawings! =0)

11:36 PM
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9:31 PM

The tooth that only ache in the night is KILLING ME! =0(
It makes my mouth cramp too la! Or rather the left cheek cramp! =0(

9:31 PM
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9:15 PM

It's lacking something. I think i have remained in my comfort zone for too long a time. And i am starting to be contented with everything(*not that it is a bad thing btw*), i am starting to feel lethargic at times too.

And therefore, i conclude i am lacking something and that is an adventure or something like that. Perhaps i am not suitable for monotonous safe life. I am more suited to the many ups and downs. Just like the sine wave. I need an adventure or something that makes me think more. Not in the studying sense. Something that can make me want to go forward. Something that drives me forward too.

It's been a long time since i last felt the need to want to do something. Like some sort of motivation. Really! Need an adventure. Really. What kind of adventure? I don't know.
Teehee! =0) Okie. Never mind.

Random ramblings! And when is my PACKAGE coming?! Looking forward to trying on my shades! =0) Okies! Tooodles. Oh ya, my tooth only hurts when it's night time! =0( Grrr! Pain! Why only at night! =0(

*spring cleaning! And worst, the store room is so messy!*

9:15 PM
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5:04 PM

I am eating a bowl of broccoli again! =0) Hiaks! Hiaks!
I think i am turning green from all the greens!



I am giving a hug to you. Because i think you need it. Stay strong! =0)

5:04 PM
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3:15 PM

I wanted to blog but don't know where to start. I wanted to say but don't know where to start.
It isn't about anything in particular. It isn't about anyone in particular.
It's just the randomness. It's just what i've seen. It's just what i have read. It's just what i have heard.

Really. All of a sudden I feel so...how do you say it..
Dangerous!

3:15 PM
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1:22 AM

I am lacking something.
An adventure.

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Saturday, February 2, 2008
10:44 PM

Can i...can i...
Erm...
can i...
can i...
Work in toy r us and study in Yankumi's class?!

That will be such a blissful life la! I prefer 3-d of part 1 though.
=X

So random! And my tooth aches like every 10minutes! =0( Each lasting around 5minutes! All in the mind or is it really toothache?! So brushing twice a day is USELESS?

10:44 PM
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8:09 PM

FOREVER LOYAL TO MY LOVE-BROCCOLI!


I think i am too addicted to the greens. =X Without eating my daily dose of at least 2 bowls of veggies, i feel disgusting already! So i got meemee to get my NO.1 fav-ed veggie! BROCCOLI! And guess what, my second TOP veggie is CABBAGE! And yes, BROCCOLI is part of the cabbage family! =0)

I LOVE MY BROCCOLI half-cooked! Boiled with water with a lil bit of salt and after that, place the half-cooked broccoli into COLD water! Drained and tadah, IT'S YUMMY!
Never mind the nutrition facts and all, HOW can someone not like broccoli?! I used to have broccoli as an ingredient when i was in sec sch too! =) And now, i can't live without broccoli! If there's steak and broccoli on the table, i honestly will choose broccoli over steak! Ya, i know it's a dumb move but then BROCCOLI is really nice la! Especially after blanching with boiled water and placing them in COLD water! it's like so crunchy! Good for the mouth exercise too! I am so in love with broccoli!

I don't mind having it as snack everyday or even having it as LUNCH DINNER or BREAKFAST! That's how nice it is! Even broccoli don't have any good nutritional value, I WILL STILL EAT IT! And enjoy it because it's so delicious! Many don't like it's smell because it kinda stink when it's raw. I think it's great half cooked (BUT NEVER OVERCOOK IT) and served with lemon juice! =0) Or raw with lemon juice and a pinch of salt! Oh my gosh! Thinking about it makes my mouth water! Although i finished 5/7 of a broccoli, I STILL want more! It's yummy!
=0)

Okay, since i LOVE broccoli, i am going to KNOW more about this LOVE! =0)

Broccoli is very nutritious, as is indicated by its dark green to purple color. It is rich in vitamins A and C, the B vitamins and the minerals; magnesium, iron, potassium and zinc. It is, also, a good source for folic acid. Broccoli is very low in calories, having 44 calories per cup - cooked, and 12 calories per cup - raw. Do not wash broccoli before storing as the excess moisture promotes the formation of mold. Broccoli can be tastefully prepared by serving raw, steamed or carefully boiled so as not to overcook, producing an unpleasant smell and degrading its nutritional value.

But still, eating in moderation is key! =0) BUT I STILL LOVE BROCCOLI! Among chocolates, ice cream, alcohol, steak and broccoli, I WILL CHOOSE BROCCOLI! =0) That's how much i love my broccoli! =0) Heeex!

Let's end of with the LOVE!

(*I took this from someone's Flickr. And the person's comments on it were: like most people i don't eat enough vegetables then i should. but funnily enough broccoli is actually a comfort food for me. steamed broccoli with lots of cheese always makes me feel better.*)

8:09 PM
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3:47 PM

Revived. Hug.

3:47 PM
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2:40 PM

I learnt. It took me more than a year to learn this lesson. Indeed, i remembered the words my teacher used to say. No one is indispensable. Not really no one is indispensable but rather some people.

Hmm. How do you say it. Or rather, i would say that mitch is so gemini that get over things easily. Such stuffs aside! =0) How amazing to see someone turn their backs to fast~ *yawns*

Okie Okie. It's raining and i got the urge to get myself studying! But my butt and mind just don't want to study~ So not my fault. It's their fault! =))

I can't wait for GOKUSEN3 la! I love japanese school drama. But not the sad ones of course. I made my top picks for jdrama! omg! I think i have forgotten the fact that i have my first paper on 19th FEB! Okay~ Toodles!

2:40 PM
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Friday, February 1, 2008
7:39 PM


MY NEW IDOL! CHEF CHEN KENICHI! He was the Iron Chef Chinese from the show Iron Chef that is no longer on teevee!
I really love the food he created! I don't really love Chinese cuisine that much but now, after watching Iron Chef 2000th battle, I WANT CHINESE CUISINE!

7:39 PM
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4:14 PM

Most of the time i cry not because i am sad. But because i am angry.

4:14 PM
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3:40 PM

Because parents do things and never tell us. Don't even bother to see if we like it or is okay with it. So why should i even bother doing things that they like or consent to? I mean, if you never thought of how others feel, why should i even bother?

rebellious streak.

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