I am sad. From around 4.30 till now i am sad because i had a taste of sucky nachos from Cathay Grand. Yes, it sucks! =0( The cheese taste bad and the chips taste bad. It totally made me sad la! But good that Golden Compass is nice! Okay, i am like part of the minority. But i LOVE it. I want a daemon too! I would like pan ( Pantalaimon )! I also like the voice of Pan. Freddie Highmore. He acted in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Finding Neverland. He worked with Johnny Depp more than once already. =0) I like The polar bears too! =0) So loyal and so man (right word?). =0)

I like such movies. Movies that are filled with mysteries, magic and the impossible. I love such things that can not be explained with science. It's just from imagination. It makes it all fun. That is what i like about movies. Taking you away from reality. But i really would want a daemon. A daemon reflects your personality. I want a smart daemon but i guess that is impossible! =x I mean it would be so good to have a daemon right? Daemon die, you die. You die, daemon die. The daemon would be able to feel the exact pain you feel and you would also feel it's pain. And your daemon will be the one that really understands you. I want a daemon! I don't want an evil daemon too of course. I want a kind and smart daemon! But that is the total opposite to what i am. =X

Then after that was dinner and home! =0)

And i am so tired now! And and and, i saw a freaking nice jigsaw puzzle! =0) It's really nice! It glows in the dark! And it's nice! Nice nice! It's a hint! It's really a hint! =D

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Pretending is the way to go. Afterall, if you pretend to yourself long enough, it will become true right? It's hard, but it won't kill. Heh heh. I have my reasons. I have, i really do. I learnt to not whine about things and complain. I've learnt to keep them in me. No, not bottle them up. I know they will disappear somehow. =0) Don't worry, i am a happy girl right? =0)
If tears don't flow it just mean that i can still take it. Haax! Just grit my teeth and tadah! =0)