I WANT TO CATCH THE FIREWORKS AT MARINA BAY! =0( Like really! I planned to watch it since like Christmas Eve! And now, i am down with whatever illness I have! And i am stuck home! =( Very very sad! I watched last year's fireworks and i so feel like crying because i can't catch the fireworks this time. =( I don't care! I am so going to eat banana split on wednesday!

I want to catch the fireworks! =0(

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nuts in love with D-evil.

=0) Nut's fever went down! =0) Was pretty worried that my fever won't go down. => But of course it will go down! =0) No more fever but having a BAD headache! =0( And i want to eat waffles from Gelare now! =X and banana split! =0)

Last night was spent sponging my head and taking temperature. This morning temperature dropped. =0) It really was too hot to handle. I am practically a broke down heater emitting heat. =0) But i am fine now! I swear i will never eat potato chips and drink milk anymore! =0(
It's like nightmare already! Made me skip school when i really wanted to go school today! Spoilt my countdown mood too! =0( Okies! Off i go!

In case I don't see you, good morning, good afternoon and good night!

I have a high fever that refuses to go down. Went to see the doc. My temperature at home was 38.9! Went to the doc and the temperature was still high, around 38.6. =0( Checked my lungs, checked my stomach. Nothing was wrong and so he can't really tell me why I am having high fever. No rashes, no sore throat, no cough. Nothing. So i have got to be on medication for 2 to 3 days and if still having fever, go back again. Argh!
I hate to be sick! =0( There are so many things i want to do, but i barely have the energy to walk! I just had porridge water this afternoon and a bread. =0( My stomach tolerance have never been good, and i think, this time i really will stay FAR away from milk. =0(
The worst fever i ever had. =0(

But i really wanna go school tomorrow! But doubt i have the energy too. =0(
I think i really can't live without my family. I mean who can right. But I really depend on them more than anything. =0)

I am down with food poisoning. I hate it. So i practically didn't sleep at all. I lay on bed trying to get to sleep! Finally cannot take it, called meemee to wake up at around 4plus. Immediately vomit when i got up. =0( I hate vomiting because it's the worst feeling ever. Worst feeling. Practically hugging my toilet bowl and vomiting stuff i ate.

I hate to vomit! =0( That feeling sucks! =0( And the throat hurts like hell because vomit is acidic?
I really salute those who induce vomiting after meals. Cried like shit while vomiting because i honestly wished it could stop! =0( Took medicine and rest a little while before heading to bed. I practically can't sleep because I tend to want to vomit! =0( Till around 7am, i walked out and sat on the sofa to sleep. I CAN'T GET TO SLEEP! Freaking cold. I have fever too!

Gosh! What a way to spend my Sunday! But the good thing is that i never vomit on the floor. Even if i am near vomiting, i would only vomit in the toilet. I remember someone telling me that it takes someone to love you very very very much to clear your mess after you vomited. =0)

I am rambling because I am super sleepy and I think i am going to vomit again!
=0( Tiring! I want to eat banana split! =0) I don't want to be sick! =0( I think this food poisoning gonna change my eating habit. I am so not going to eat potato chips. I am so not going to drink milk anymore. Now my stomach is noisy! =0(

I just thought these where cute.



I am so starting to love babies! Well, they are cute when they are babies. Unlike my neighbor's kid. =0(

I opened blogger and realized i forgot what i want to blog. The result of sleepless nights can be seen on my face! YAWNS.

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Over-rated. Very over rated.
I *coughs* want to watch movie again! Anyone?~ (*hints. Catch my hint because i wanna grab my pressie!*)

My meemee asked me to be beware of 小人! Because of my dream!
=0( Gosh!

Was at an ex-classmate/bandmate's blog and i chanced upon this!
=0)

-Beer is a complete food by itself? Essential vitamins and important nutrients are inside it!
-Beer keeps your heart healthy?
-Drinking beer daily improve your concentration and relaxes your body?
-Taking 1 litre of beer before doing sports would increase your stamina and willpower?!
-Beer does not give you beer belly!

Okay, i don't care if it's true or not, someone PASS me the beer please~

Had a bad sleep last night. It was the same dream. It was a nightmare! I got chased and bitten by black dogs. Many black dogs.
Today is sat and it's going to be 2008 soon! =0)

It hurt like a thousand knives stabbing through. =0)
I am trying to get to sleeep.

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I don't need anyone to read it. I don't need anyone to listen. I just need someone to scold me awake.

I just thought it was nice!

Because I am tired. Because I no longer know what to do. Because I don't know how long this will carry on. Because I don't know what you are thinking. Because I don't know what i want. Because I am stubborn and won't let go of things I want to be believe. Because I don't know how to walk this journey. Because I am so freaking afraid of how things will turn out. Because I understand myself too well yet don't know what I want. Because I have selective memory that refuses to let go of memories I want to forget.

Because of my indecisiveness, I created so many negative feelings. Which I choose to ignore. Pardon me, like really, I do feel bad. Crying a moment, laughing a moment. The classic Gemini.

I have this love-hate relationship with year 2007. I see the "Welcome to the adult" world sign waving at me. To the place with no humans, just ferocious beast. You know, human relationship is so over-rated? Certain things are never the way it seems to be. It's so irritating. Why can't it be straight forward? Because I have become not so simple already. Because I have become a totally complicated girl.

I just want this holiday to go on and on and on. I just want to stay this way forever. I don't want to study, I don't want to work. I don't want to even talk to anyone outside my house. But I've got to learn to just live with them. Can someone bring me into a book of "Happy Ever After"?

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Yawns! I am so freaking sleepy ONCE again! =0( There's school on 31st December and that makes me wanna see the fireworks! And since i know the route of NightRider, why not right? Wahaha! And honestly, i don't know why i can't get to sleep! =0( Okies. Got to go enjoy this last moments of HOLIDAY! =0(

I just recieved the MOST shocking news of 2007! There's school on the 31st! 31ST! I don't really remember having lessons on that day BUT now, i can't believe there's school! 31st! I know it's like supposed to be half day but then, can't they just get rid of the ONE lecture? Oh craps, i am going to sound like a miser but then the trip from home to amk is like 2dollars? And back is another 2dollars?! Ok fine fine, it got to be more than just this that i don't want to go school right. I just...i just.. Never mind, let's see how things go first.


Oh let me see. I went to hl's place and yes, her new teevee arrived at her house making me wanna have that teevee too but you know, THE SAD THING is that there's no war to hang that kind of teevee because there's NO WALL for it to hang! =0( There's only MIRROR! Why did the previous owner even made the WHOLE mirror cover the WHOLE wall?

Okay, never mind that's out of the point. Went to hl's place to slack while waiting for yx to bathe and er, make his hair. I SWEAR he is more female than normal female. Lols. Finally got my ds back! Poor ds (*i changed his name due to some protest! Changed to Tinker. I know freaking bimbo*). HL didn't tuck him under the blanket every night! He caught a cold already! And i dropped him just now!

Went to watch Mr Magorium's WONDER Emporium! =0) Many people said that it's not worth the money and it's a 94minutes show. But i think it's great! It makes me think. Why this 243 yr old man wanted to die even when he is not sick or anything. You know I don't really feel much if i heard about someone dying. Well, that is if i totally don't know the person. But when you know more about the person that died, you will be sad. Mr magorium mentioned about a play. It ended with "and he died" or something like that. It's just a few words, ending with that. But i am sure it impact alot. I love this movie! Because Mr Magorium really lived to his fullest! =0) Leaving, departure is a sad thing, but like the movie says, there need to be an end to start a new story right?
But i hate closing a book. I hate reading the ending. I hate saying goodbye. I hate knowing that that's the last i am going to see of something or someone. But that is life! As much as you hate it, as much as you dread it, things will still happen right? Start saying that you are prepared for life. But no one is prepared because nothing is expected. Whoops, what am i saying.

And and and, there's this tagline "You have to believe to see it". I love this tagline! It's like the same as the Polar Express one! It somehow goes like this "Seeing is believing, but sometimes the most real things in the world are the things we can't see." I love such taglines! =0)
I love this movie Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium. =0) I love Mr Magorium. He is so wise, so happy, so cute! If i could, i would want to work in this Emporium because i can forever stay a kid.

I believe and that's why i see it. That's why people say i am stubborn because i see things i want to see. Because i believe in them. Anyways, I am so sick of seeing donuts at home! I just want to dump them in the rubbish bin!
I hate donuts! I am sick of eating them! Pukes. And i am going to be sick of eating cheese too! *pukes*

Anyway, i fulfilled someone's wish today. Never mind that my can't be fulfilled this year. =0) OKies.
I am uber sleepy now! Toodles children.

In case i don't see you, good morning, good afternoon and good night!

Good morning, good afternoon and good night!
=0) I am hooked on saying that because of the Truman Show. =x
Anyways, i am up awake at 12.59 waiting for huili to wake up so i can go her place and head down for movie!

It would be a joke if i said i didn't sleeep well last night! =0( Craps! Why sandman don't want to visit me? And yes, the floor was uber hard! I snatched with meemee for that place to sleep and ended up having cold hard floor! And i don't even know if i am feeling cold or hot even though i just bathed! What a pathetic way to end my 2007!

Will 2008 be a good one? Honestly, i am fearful! =x Huili is still not awake! Okay, done with ranting! Shall erm, head to painting my nails! I screwed up my nails and i am lazy to repaint! =0(

Weird weird. So weird. You know the feeling sucks when you place yourself responsible for everything and anything? Never mind. I am tired although i slept. I am so afraid i can't get to sleep tonight again!

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Nut is a happy girl yesterday, now and tomorrow.

Because i wanted to feel the pain too.

Nut is a happy girl yesterday, now and tomorrow.
=0)

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i believe

In case i don't see you, good morning, good afternoon and good night! =0) I am sleeepy! =0(
I am so not going to skip even a night of sleep because the result is disastrous! I yawn practically every minute like a drug addict. You see how tired i am?! Gosh! I am sleepy! =0(

Is it i am bored? Or is it really i am tired!? =0( I think i am sleepy!

And guys, if you make your girl so sad that she skip a night of sleep, you really deserve to die! Because sleep is so super duper important to girls! That's what i think la. =0)
And i am really sleepy! And the saddest thing is that messages are starting to come in today! Like those "MERRY CHRISTMAS!" messages! THIS MORNING! Today! And it's from 5am till 8am. And worst still, it's one message by one message SLOWLY. So not fun! =0(

Yawns! Nut shall head back to sleep and waste this day away! And it's gonna be 2008 and i am wasting one day of 2007! But i am sleepy! =0(

Good morning, good afternoon and good night! =0)

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i died last september.

I hate to say this but i am really really sleepy and tired that i am yawning again!
Why do i have to spend the day yawning again! Dead tired! =0|
Woke up at 5am due to sms-es! Like 5am! =0(

And thanks thanks thanks! =) I love the Xmas present and get it from you another day okay? Woo! =0)

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...in control.

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I ranted enough.
=0) Nights people.
Nut's a happy girl! Now, yesterday and tomorrow.

U can click on it! =0) It's just says my daemon is the FOX! =0) And yes, if you are a male, your daemon is a female and if female, your daemon is a male. My is the fox!

It says:

Nut is spontaneous, solitary, inquisitive, proud and fickle.
My daemon Pereus is the fox! =0)

=0) Fox!

I am actually intending to blog about how tired I am and how much I have been yawning for the past few hours. Like really! I think my lips are going to tear already! =0( But I guess that will make you all YAWN while reading too! And I shouldn’t be that bad right? Haha!

Okay. And I am starting to realize how fast time flies. It’s like already the end of 2007 and for the past few months, I have been writing my dates as 2006! And it’s already 2008 in like 5 days? Or 6. Like really fast! I am about to end my year 2 already! And soon, I will be stepping into year3. Which is actually a freaky thought.

I rarely think about what I have done in a year to somehow “de-brief” myself on 31st of every December. Haha1 What I have done in the past few years? Like from 1989 up till now. Oh craps, I am getting older! I am getting wiser? Not at all man! I am actually trying to recall the past 18years but of course I can’t! =0) I have learnt to cope with O levels and honestly, I think that kind of feeling is so, erm priceless? Because it’s like everyone make O level sound like something that is so important because it “determines” your future. But I doubt so now. Life have many paths but either way, the destination is the same. I mean you may have an ambition/wish/goal but there are many ways to go about achieving it. That is if you are determined enough. That O level period is pretty stressed up and yes, up till now, I find it a miracle. Because I took less than 5 days to master POA which I never paid attention in class before. But that is with the help of some helpful schoolmates.

How I wrote notes till my hands went sore and numb. That day the results were out. I could remember so clearly. Or could I not? I was at first pretty sad with it. Because honestly, it was different as what I expected.

And choosing the school part. Totally bad! So many schools, so many courses. I knew right from the start, I am no JC material. Somehow. All of a sudden, I find things so, how do you put it, fated? It’s like if I wasn’t determined enough to opt out from another school to nyp, I wonder how will things be? I think I will have more eye rings because I have to travel to school for more than 30mins! =0) Lols. Orientation and those stuff. Year 1 and year 2 . Meeting some nice friends and having old friends that I have known for many years. I am contented with everything I have. But you know, enough is never enough?

I’ve learnt quite a number of things. But certain things, I still can’t master. My eq still sucks. I still don’t know how to handle stress. Besides crying things out, I only know how to pretend to smile. This year, I felt enough of that sour feeling. No no, I don’t mean jealousy. I mean the kind of feeling when you are forcing yourself to not tear. That kind of feeling in the throat. It sucks but I know how to handle it already. Drink water. XD And I know the pure joy of smiling and laughing. I found the idol that I know I will support till the day I die. Or till the day his songs cease to exist. Yes, you guessed it right. Jam Hsiao (Xiao)Jing Teng. I realized the pure joy of seeing the one you love smiling and laughing. So many things happened. I met two guys that are going to be my best male buddies for long. You-know-who-you-all-are. Because they just are too understanding friends just that they both are abit bad tempered! I love yue, yingg and chris more though we rarely meet up. I love my family more. I love all my friends more because I know everyone is imperfect in a way. Because I am starting to see my imperfections too! =0( But like sam said, the most negative imperfection is me being stubborn because I choose to see things my way.

=0) It’s going to be 2008 soon. I just hope to settle whatever I can. I just want to move on. I really want to. Can you help me? By saying you hate me? Because i know, if i control myself from crying because of you, i can forget it bit by bit.


=0) Overall, nut is a happy girl in the year of 2007!

I am so freaking tired! I am yawning and yawning and yawning!
But i just can't get to sleeep! I hate this habit of mine. Ever since don't know when, i can only sleep when it's night time. I may be sleepy in the day, but i just can't get to sleep. I want to sleep! It's like the worst punishment for me.
Can i eat sleeping pills? I need my beauty sleep because my eye rings is getting worst! Not the eye bags, but the eye rings! =0(

I just packed my work area. Because it's super dirty. Like really. Cleared everything and i love it now! =0)

AND I WANT TO GO CYCLING! GET IT? I WANT TO GO CYCLING? Anyone? Hopefully before school starts! =0)

Shit! It suddenly daunt onto me that i consumed too much calories yesterday and this early morning! Craps! Stuff me with broccoli please!

But it's once a year thing la!

I found something interesting!
=0) http://www.noradsanta.org/en/home.htm
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So cute! I didn't know there's this thing called santa tracker online!
XD

I am dead sleepy but the irritating thing is that i can't sleep when it's daytime! =0(
I am sleeepy really sleepy. I am in the sleepy mood. I have the bed. I have the air con. I have a comfy bolster. But it's DAYTIME. How to sleep? Rolled on the bed like 2332423 times already! =0(

And sorry bbf! I am super sleepy today! Meet you up on your last day alright? MERRY XMAS and you are super duper sweet!

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My meemee keeps looking at the BIG mirror in the liiving room ever since she came back from her perm. Even when she is sweeping the floor, she look at the mirror. OH GOSH!

A long post. But there might be no pictures! =x And yes, my phone's camera is so screwed up!
Anyways, Merry Christmas friends! =0) (*I am honestly very very sleepy now!*)

Went out last night to have dinner at Waraku East Coast and it's totally nice! Just that the portion's a lil too big. Had a drink called "Beautiful lady" and oh my gosh, it was nice! =0) Pretty name too eh. It was nice like totally! =0) After that we went to get drinks and headed to Mount Faber. It's been like 23423235years since i last went up to mount faber la! Superb scenery if i have my spects on of course. But i love that place.

Then after that to some weird park and we were there for less than a few minutes. No, it looks eerie. Totally. And we went to esplanade i think. Yea, we went to esplanade. It seems, this year's esplanade look different. It's just something about esplanade this year.
Then i met up with yingg and yue. Sat there to talk a little. Then headed down to Newton. Yes, to eat! I am so going to die a fat pig. Then chat a little and i am already feeling super groggy already! And took the NR1 home with yingg. And i am so so so sleepy! Reached my doorstep and meemee already locked the door. So went down to van's place and sam was there too. This two boring couple! Playing psp together! So i just lay down on the sofa. Nearly headed to sleep when sam talked LOUDLY. Like really loudly! So i woke up. Asked them to go to mac to eat (*freaking lame reason i know*). Actually wanted someone to just accompany me home because of the news i heard from yue and yingg. And it totally freaked me out! Then waited outside the door, deciding if i should call meemee to open the door. It's like early early in the morning! But i was too tired so just called.

Bathe and went to sleeep immediately! And yes, due to some traffic jam, i started to receive all my message just when i was about to sleeep. And after that, i just couldn't get to sleep. Two cups of beer, near to two cups of vodka and red wine can't get me to sleep. I hate this SUPER TIRED and sleepy but can't sleep kind of state. So i started making my first and only Christmas wish. Simple. Let everyone be happy and contented with things they have. Because when you are contented that you are happy right right right? I cannot be so greedy this Christmas because i am on santa's naughty list, can only get a wish this Christmas.


I slept late this morning and i woke up at 11am! And i am yawning like a pig now. I am so so so sleepy.
And yes, once again, nut's a cowardly nut! =0) Because i just want to let time do it and yes, i know i made you two totally disappointed. Sorries and Merry Christmas! =0)

=0) MERRY CHRISTMAS! AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Love is part of life not life.

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Just finished ranting!

Santa says i am not allowed to get my gift this year.
=(

If you are staying home this Christmas Eve, please remember to watch POLAR EXPRESS! It's really nice and really gets you in this Christmas Spirit. Tell you something, it's this show that "renewed" my faith in Santa Claus. And i once again believe in Santa Claus. Yeaps, it's something about this show. Don't call me an idiot for still believing in Santa Claus. Because it makes Christmas so might more beautiful when you start believing in Santa. =0)

This Christmas eve is going to be spent squeezing with humans? I dread it and yes, nut hates it. I don't really like crowds. I don't really like to see so many people walking! It's that phobia? Nahs! It just makes me panic and it's like so many people breathing the same air. Get what i mean? It's suffocating and so not fun!

If there was a choice. I would go to finland for Christmas! Sit in a log cabin, sipping red wine/hot chocolate with the christmas songs playing. And yes, not forgetting the well-lit fireplace. With a lap top in hand. That would be so perfect man! And yes, i need snow! I think the whole world should snow at least on Christmas eve! =x

If you too are going to spend your Christmas eve squeezing with other humans, i wish you luck! If not, please remember to watch POLAR EXPRESS.

*I really really dread seeing so many people! I get tensed easily. I got the gene from meemee! =0( *

Weird. Why are you like that?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmms.
I bought a shoe, a bag and a pair of shorts today! =0)
Cycling anyone?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Companions_of_Saint_Nicholas << interesting! =0)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Nicholas << just some interesting tidbits for you!

I hate commercialized Christmas.

I love Christmas songs! And yes, what's my favourite show for Christmas? POLAR EXPRESS of course! Nothing beats watching Polar Express with the aircon at full blast! And yes, drinking HOT CHOCOLATE! =0)

I added Christmas songs on my blog so WAIT for it to load! If you don't, you will be on the naughty list! =0)

Merry Christmas people! =0)

I swear i will go vegetarian on monday onwards! =0(
I have been eating too much recently! Gosh! This is bad! BAD BAD!

I know this is the nth time i am blogging and you know, it's super rare nowadays to see me blogging so many times in one day right?
Haax! Because it's DongZhi today, i shall stay at home! =0) And there's this Cantonese saying that my meemee always say about DongZhi. In very "raw" translation to english it means that DongZhi is even more important than CNY. So yes, it's a very important day.

And I am watching this Star Awards on channel 8. Ya, because i was lazy to find the remote, i shall just watch this. And i watched this because there's like so many old old actors and shows that i grew up watching! =0) Like the "aiyoyo lao shi" if you all can remember. I used to love that show! Like really! Oh my gosh and all those shows!

While watching and the beginning is the awarding of awards to those old actors/characters. Oh gosh! I miss those times like really! Awww~ I don't really like those shows now. I prefer those from before. Like in my secondary school days. Oh gosh! Love it love it! I love to see all these shows and hear these songs again! I simply love thinking back and looking back. A weakness and a strength too perhaps?

=0) Hehheh. Okay. Anyways, anyone knows where sells Blood Diamond, the movie? It's pretty hard to find and yes, i didn't realise that that is the movie yue was looking for like a year ago? =0)

I wonder what is it.
It's sickening when you know the answer even without asking.

Early in the morning, i ate 8 tangyuans! =0) But they are rather small. =0) Yummmy!
Anyways, it's SATURDAY today already and soon, it will be Christmas! =)) I love Christmas and of course Christmas Eve!

Was given this LINK and oh my gosh! It's nice! It's beautiful! It's Christmas! It makes me wanna decorate my house! I want to have a garden! I want to have snow! I want to build a snowman! I like colours of red and green together! Not that blood red but that kind of warm red! You know, near to maroon. I love lights! Orchard Road lightings is like so sucky! Call that Christmas lighting. =.= Pathetic! I want snow! I want santa claus to come visit me and grant me THREE wishes! =0) I will make my wishes wisely! =0) I promise! =0)

Heh heh. And i am intending to buy presents for hamsies! My meemee says i am nuts. Well, i am right! But I want to buy something for them to play with! That day i saw something like a maze. =0) Tis the season to be shopping falalalalalala..lalalalala~ It's really a season of shopping! I can't stand the crowd! Even at northpoint, IT'S PACKED! Like everyone love to do last minute shopping or something! How can northpoint be a place of consideration when shopping for gifts?! Gosh! Everywhere i go, there will be crowd. But i like those Christmas carolers (*right spelling i hope*). I miss my favourite Silent Night! And a song that goes like this "i saw mummy kissing san-ta claus~~~" . I used to have the karaoke disc! You know those disc that is like 4 times the normal vcd? It's time to download Christmas songs to my phone! =0) And yes, i love my phone now because of the GOLD AND SILVER! So christmasy! Just lacking some green!

I love Christmas! =) Okie. Toddles people! Offline i go!


1yr, 2 months and 22 days of you

I am so going to gain weight this holiday. Thinking back, i ate Swenson's twice this week and yes, that is very bad! Yesterday, i had crayfish and fish pasta + Mac N Cheese (YUMMY and cheesy macaroni) + Cookie Summit. =0(


Anyways. Today is a tiring day! Like really! And honestly, I feel so guilty that i don't live to the fullest each day you know. I don't like to pity or sympathize people because i don't like that feeling too. Never mind, sad stuff aside.

Christmas is coming! And yes, it's also Winter Solstice Festival tomorrow! =0) And yes, there will be TANGYUAN! =0) See the picture below, it's TANGYUAN. I love this traditional tangyuan and not those instant ones you see in supermarkets. This is the best! It's sweet sweet sweet! But i seldom see such thick syrupy soup. I love making them too! =0) Because you get to make really big ones with more brown sugar and keep them for yourself! =0) And yes, the chewy qq texture is to die for man! Who can resist sweet stuffs!?

Okay, i usually eat TangYuan on this day without really knowing why. So i went to wiki it. Our trusty wiki! =0)
Here's what i got.

The Winter Solstice Festival or The Extreme of Winter (Chinese and Japanese: 冬至; Korean: 동지; Vietnamese: Đông chí) (Pinyin: Dōng zhì), (Rōmaji: Tōji) is one of the most important festivals celebrated by the Chinese and other East Asians during the dongzhi solar term on or around December 21 when sunshine is weakest and daylight shortest; i.e., on the first day of the dongzhi solar term. The origins of this festival can be traced back to the Yin and Yang philosophy of balance and harmony in the cosmos. After this celebration, there will be days with longer daylight hours and therefore an increase in positive energy flowing in. The philosophical significance of this is symbolized by the I Ching hexagram fù (復, "Returning"). Traditionally, the Dongzhi Festival is also a time for the family to get together. One activity that occurs during these get togethers (especially in the southern parts of China and in Chinese communities overseas) is the making and eating of Tangyuan (湯圓, as pronounced in Cantonese; Mandarin Pinyin: Tāng Yuán) or balls of glutinous rice, which symbolize reunion.

I love tangyuan! =0)


After saturday's Winter Solstice Festival is Christmas! I never fail to forget the presentation i did on Christmas. If i am not wrong, it's Sec school project which i believe most have forgotten! Haha. But i won't forget it because i have always been wondering about Christmas and it's meaning. But i shan't go into that. =0) Christmas is on tues! I am looking forward to Christmas and Christmas Eve but then I dread it because after Christmas is like COUNTDOWN to 2008 and then SCHOOL TERM STARTS! =0( But i shall be happy about Christmas! I just thought of something really lame. It goes like this " You need to be at Christina's place to celebrate Christmas". Get the meaning? Okay.it's really lame.

Okay. I need to go off! =0)

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Love is just part of life. Not your life.

Life is fragile. Very fragile. A day well lived is a day filled with laughter.

I have really got to say, I am in love with this man! He is 45 years old but yes, i LOVE him! He is so freaking charming. Ever since i saw him in THE MUMMY, i go bonkers whenever i seeing him on teevee! Especially all the Imhotep roles! Oh gosh! JUST LOOK AT HIM! Totally hot! But of course, he don't really look good without the tan! And yes, he is the FIRST bald guy that is hot! I love his tan and his features! Freaking awesome! I am so crazy about him! So crazy about his face! So charming! It's just that X factor feel.


Gosh! He's the best looking in the whole series of THE MUMMY LA! I love him as Imhotep! And Oh my gosh! I actually went to his fansite and EVEN went to the forum! And had fun laughing my ass off! I love him bald man! =0) Hahas!


And anyone have the show Blood Diamond?

I tried thinking of all the negative stuff about you. Weird but true. This is an interesting feeling right?

And yes, bbf said he got something that i wanted for Xmas~ Mwahaha! =D Xmas gift. Be it expensive or something DIY-ed, it's something so warm. It gives you this warm feeling right? Hmmmms.

I am sleepy and it's 2am now! Oh my gosh! And i haven't even organize my clips! =0( This hol is short!

YAWNS! I am freaking tired now and yes, i have lotsa vid with me now. I have 26 vids to upload from the zoo. And pics from yj. I will upload the 26 vids when i am free because there's really alot! And uh, call it the lazy bones. But i really love the zoo.

I love the zoo more than any place. But i just hate the mosquitoes there. But i love love love the animals! =0) Let me list my fav animals. I forgot some of their names but i shall just describe them. =0) I love the white tiger. I love the meerkat. I love the snakes(how rare). I love the the polar bear. I love the bats. I love a little thing that i saw which is like SO NEAR ME! =0) I have the vid! I love it! And yes, not forgetting the chimpanzees, orang utans, baboons and some other lil animals associated with the monkey family. I love the chimpanzees and orang utans because they are so cute and so human-like. I love the way they protect their young and teach them. They let them climb on their own, looking out for them but catch them when they can tell that they are about to fall. They are not over protective. They let the young out to venture on their own, just catching them when they are about to fall. The baboons. They are sort of heartless creatures to me. But they do reflect how we are. We just sit and watch people getting into trouble. Right? Pretty sad though. I love the rhinos too! Just that they smell pretty bad. I love the animals! Really! Oh gosh, if i can go to the night safari too. Heh heh. I am uploading some videos. My personal favourite but it seems that some videos are missing. =0( Sad! My white tiger video is missing! I love the white tiger. The male white tiger is charming. It have this very fierce look on it. That kind of look, classic. It's like it will protect it's family, it's SO, it's place with his life. It's really nice, should really go see it.


Or CLICK here if you can't view it.


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I love the zoo and the weather is pretty good to me today. Perfect weather. Sunny at times, windy at times. Lovely. But such a nice place, there tends to be an ugly sight to it. Singaporeans can really be nasty and rude right? *sighs* What's with all that courtesy campaigns going on. Certain things might improve, but sure our basic manners and all are lagging waaay behind. The ugly sight of humans can really be sad. Oh yes oh yes, i saw kangarooos! =0) Happiness! But i didn't see my sloth! =0( I love sloths because they remind me of myself! =0) Lazy lazy LAZY! No one can beat me to laziness except them of course! Like really! =0) Feeling pretty sore and sad that i didn't see it though! =0( It's my king! =0) Sloths! Hahas! And let me see what i saw. Oh yes, i seriously hate pigs! I know they are smart and all but they are a noisy bunch! Really! They create noises that can deafen me! But i love their "relative" (not sure though). It's the one that resembles the one in lion king. That warthog? I guess that's it. It's really cute with those innocent looking face! I have the picture! He/she is really cute! Happily eating the grass. Okay, i don't know if he is happy but i sure would love to sit there and eat all day. Having no need to even care about money/human relationships. Just have your family with you. And you just see those disgusting humans walking past them. Ya, i admit i am one. Because i've just got myself in the pretending game.

I love them (animals) so much! They are freaking cute! And yes, when i mean cute, i really mean the innocent cute! Oh yes, i got this teary session a little when i saw the chimpanzee. It's really so sweet! The baby and the mother/father/sibling/friend/uncle/auntie/ahgong/ahma is playing hide and seek! When the mother/father/sibling/friend/uncle/auntie/ahgong/ahma caught it, it hugged the baby! AWWW! It's so sweet! Then carried the baby to one corner and settled it down and started scratching for him! AWWW! Then i saw orang utan coaching the baby to climb from tree to tree! When the baby cannot climb any more, the adult orang utan carried the baby to his stomach and protected him! So so so sweet! =0)

Aww! Every kid should go to the zoo like at least once and enjoy! =0) It's really cute! Aww! I want to go to the night safari! I want to go somewhere! I don't know! I just want to go somewhere beautiful (*some freak just said something super evil! Want to go somewhere beautiful ar? Just go somewhere without mirrors can liao*)! I want to go somewhere with the best breeze! Sit there and chat all day long with a long time friend. Or we can just don't talk. Just sitting down. I need to drink although i promised i won't touch alcoholic stuffs. Because i tend to say stupid stuffs. And yes, i let the cat out of the bag~ =x Whoops! Hahas! Evil nut!

*yawns* I am so tired! I love all the videos i took! Because they are so cute! =0) A n0t bad Zoo trip today! But my legs are sore! Terribly sore and i am so freaking tired! And er, yes, i am sad! No sloths! NO SLOTHS! =0( I love sloths! =0) Although they aren't cute. Really. But i just like them!

Anyways, i spent my time at home just now trying to recover my computer. Spywares? Viruses. zZz. What have i done to invite them?! It bugs me so much to see my scanning with threats and stuffs because i am a computer idiot and yes, i have pretty low patience when it's scanning and trying to "kill" it. And er, yes it freaks me out! =x

I think i am going to really organise my vids before blogging them down alright? =0) Okay, nut's off to say goodbye and have a nice night alright? =0)

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Telling myself that things will get easier if you grit your teeth hard enough and stop those tears from flowing. Pretend to yourself and it will become true. It's something i try hard to tell myself! It's something i try really hard. =0) But still, i smile.. Wahaha!

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I've learnt. But it seems you are over-rated. I don't want to degrade the term "friend" when it's used on you. It's disappointment or anger? I can't really tell.

I always tell myself to treat people the way i want to be treated. But at times it's really hard. =0(
Oh yes, if anyone happen to sms me and i ask who are you, i am so sorry! Because i lost quite a few contacts! Okay, enough of this self reflection thingy. Morning people! Have a suppeh nice day! =0)

Freaking tired and sleepy! =0( Went to amk today to have dinner. It's a whole family thing and yes i bought a top! =0) I didn't spend much this time. =0) And honestly, i think i am pretty narrow minded! I think married (for more than 10years) couples holding hand is weird! Oh gosh, slap me for being narrow minded. I see my mee and dee holding hands, i get goosebumps. =0( I am narrow minded! =0(

Okay anyways, i took picture of what we ate but then but then, i forgot to transfer them into my mmc and the phone is with my mama now. =0( I had butter crab and black pepper crab. =0) Yumm yumms! And it's been a long time since i last saw dee. Hmmmms. And yes, as usual always stuffing us with food, asking all of us to eat. Somehow, i still have this fresh memory of yesteryears. Somehow. You know, we should all learn to appreciate people's imperfection, and yes to magnify their strengths and not their weaknesses. I am actually having a confused thought right now. You know, i always think that my dee treat us very well, just that he is a bit egoistic (as usual for Leo*) and yes pretty fierce to outsiders (like the kopitiam uncle that is abit slow). But he love us super much. But then, like i've said, the memories of yesteryears remain fresh.

Boof! Shut up nut. One shouldn''t be stuck in the past for too long! =0)

Anyway, i am freaking tired like really! And tomorrow is another busy day? I think. Hahas! I have my fm radio with me now, n0 worries! Muahaha. And er, i want to get a PSP now because i can really live without my ds. And ds games and getting abit too, how do you put it, too normal for me? =x Perhaps! Hahas. Okay. Cut my story short, i need to go watch my show now! Tata!

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Argh! Because i have pretty low tolerance level now. Because i know that i can never make things my own way.

Nights people! =0)

I am sad. From around 4.30 till now i am sad because i had a taste of sucky nachos from Cathay Grand. Yes, it sucks! =0( The cheese taste bad and the chips taste bad. It totally made me sad la! But good that Golden Compass is nice! Okay, i am like part of the minority. But i LOVE it. I want a daemon too! I would like pan ( Pantalaimon )! I also like the voice of Pan. Freddie Highmore. He acted in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Finding Neverland. He worked with Johnny Depp more than once already. =0) I like The polar bears too! =0) So loyal and so man (right word?). =0)

I like such movies. Movies that are filled with mysteries, magic and the impossible. I love such things that can not be explained with science. It's just from imagination. It makes it all fun. That is what i like about movies. Taking you away from reality. But i really would want a daemon. A daemon reflects your personality. I want a smart daemon but i guess that is impossible! =x I mean it would be so good to have a daemon right? Daemon die, you die. You die, daemon die. The daemon would be able to feel the exact pain you feel and you would also feel it's pain. And your daemon will be the one that really understands you. I want a daemon! I don't want an evil daemon too of course. I want a kind and smart daemon! But that is the total opposite to what i am. =X

Then after that was dinner and home! =0)

And i am so tired now! And and and, i saw a freaking nice jigsaw puzzle! =0) It's really nice! It glows in the dark! And it's nice! Nice nice! It's a hint! It's really a hint! =D

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Pretending is the way to go. Afterall, if you pretend to yourself long enough, it will become true right? It's hard, but it won't kill. Heh heh. I have my reasons. I have, i really do. I learnt to not whine about things and complain. I've learnt to keep them in me. No, not bottle them up. I know they will disappear somehow. =0) Don't worry, i am a happy girl right? =0)
If tears don't flow it just mean that i can still take it. Haax! Just grit my teeth and tadah! =0)

If you don't say it out, no one will know!

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I don't practice what i preach.

Evaluation of the stuffs that i bought. I haven't really used the mousse foundation (Maybelline) but i have tried the Veet Hair removal in-shower cream and the Dove Intensive Treatment mask. These are rather cheap products and yes, they are pretty good. Especially the Veet Hair removal!

I have like super stubborn hair and i used this veet thingy and i love it man! The result is like good! The directions stated that you should let the cream be on the areas for around 2 minutes before using the sponge and rinsing the cream. But i washed it away earlier but still, the result is there! Good good! =0) Super smooth can! =0)

And the Dove Intensive Treatment mask, the one that is beige in colour. That is good too! Cheap. Read that it don't really work but i guess you got to leave it on your hair for more than the directed 3minutes. I left it on for around 15minutes and the result is rather good. And you can really feel the difference. =0) If you have tight budget but want to care for your frizzy and stubborn hair, can try Dove. If i am not wrong, it's around $9++. =0)

Don't say sorry because honestly i can't stand it. Because to me, saying sorry is just to make yourself feel better. Like and it's not like you really mean it in the first place. Don't make the word sorry sound so meaningless. Too much sorries make it meaningless.

Meemee woke us up to go down to Mac to have breakfast! It's freaking tiring but since it's so seldom that we will go down for breakfast, just pulled myself awake. I love Hotcakes but of course with the unhealthy maple syrup. Yumms! =0) Then headed to walk around Northpoint. I finally bought my hair mask and my mousse foundation(*which i think i bought the wrong shade*). I always wanted mousse foundation! I don't use those liquid kind and i hate powder kind so yeaps, this is good! =0) With SPF since i don't use sunblock. And bought facial foam. And with exfoliating beads.

And i am an impulsive buyer! I bought kid's toothbrush because they are so freaking cute! =0) Doraemon and there's the tongue cleaner too! So freaking cute! =0)



But i am sleepy now! Like really sleeepy! =0( Okay,

I wish i could just sleep and be in my fairytale land forever. Where i can stop pretending to myself that you are of not much importance. I want to be stuck in fairytale land where everything is possible. Where everything goes the way i want them to be. No, i am contented. Just that you know, enough is never enough. =0( eww! Nut shouldn't talk too much already!


And i wanna watch Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium! =0) I wanna watch it! Anyone?

Scanning of computer again. Wanted to get to sleep but then my eye is freaking itchy! =0( So i shall just upload anything that i can find on my comp since my comp is pretty empty now and i only have pictures from other people. =0( =x

Lovely Hamsies! I just love them!
Bulging eye! =0(
My fav-ed sodas! =0)
And yes, to our December Babies - Delphine and Huili! Happy birthday girls!
Ya, i am hungry!

=0) I am a happy girl! =0) Nut is a happy girl! =0) Despite the fact that i had my first meal at 3.14pm. Despite my computer being sick. Despite the fact that i have nightmare last. Despite so many things, i am a happy girl still!

I remember a quote which i read. Pretend to yourself that you are happy, slowly it becomes a habit then it becomes your character. But either way, i am a happy nut. =0)
At times we should really learn to accept and appreciate other people's imperfections right?
=0)

I cleaned the house today! Swept the floor and mopped the floor! =0) But i am so sleepy!

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I hate eye drops or medicine because it leaves a bitter taste. Not that i fear eating medicine. It's just hate. =0)

Woke up super early today when i slept late last night! =0( Meemee woke us up to look for keys. But i slept and woke up at 9 again! Heehee. And it was super cold! =0( Woke up and did scanning and realized! Got problems! Eeeww. Although kerstin is slow and all, i seldom see it having trojan, viruses or anything like that. And it's like freaking early, i don't want to call van down to help me with it. I AM A COMPUTER IDIOT. Yes, it's true! *sighs*

I saw hamsie today and i feel so like crying! =0( Poor hamsies! Ar. I think i shall stay at home today! Because i have been very clumsy lately! Last night, i knocked my head on erm, a pole which i still find it totally dumb! And worst in public! =0( And just know, i knocked against the gate because i wanted to clsoe the door. Clumsy pig! And er, yes, i am rejecting kbox recently due to the scratchy throat. =D Anyways, i want to go to the Zoo! And erm, yes Jurong Bird park! =D But you don't see birds in Jurong Bird Park! =0( I think, i shall log off now! =0) Toodles people!

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Nightmare last night. woke up with wet eyes.

Tired! Totally tired! My legs are sore and my skin is burning! Went out early to meet them at yishun and then down to Sentosa. I love the weather today. Perfect. Wind with little or no rain. Perfect! Water is cooling. Sand is fine(I know that have nothing got to do with the weather).

After Sentosa headed to bathe and to Vivo for the cake blowing since it was del’s and hl’s birthday. Then down to Ramen Ten to have dinner then went to walk around and up to the roof terrace and I love the Christmas Tree! =0)) And er, it really sound like I am jotting down what I have done because I think I am suffering from severe memory loss. I need to think for a long time before I can remember what I done yesterday!

I am so tired. I want to upload pictures but I am too lazy! No, not that I am lazy, it’s just that I am too tired! Like really tired! I can’t wait for next week to come because I need the zoo! I really need to go to the Zoo! Like badly! Why? Because I haven’t been to the zoo for like 3 years or even more? I need the Zoo. I wanna see the tiger I wanna see the Monkey. I wanna see the erm, penguins! I wanna see the horses! I wanna see the polar bear. I wanna see the animals! =0) But yes, things love to get screwed up. Especially for me! =0(


Aw! I am so irritated with myself. Like totally! It’s like a simple thing. But I can’t solve it! I can’t even get rid of it after so long! Aw! And yes, those horoscope thing is very accurate! Because I can sense it. But I just want to know/confirm it! But yeaps, I don’t have the guts! And I don’t want to know it! =0( *sighs* Nights people! To those who know what I am referring to will be sigh-ing again because I am always telling them I will forget it and I end up complaining and whining! But it’s just so hard to forget and let go. Ya, I love getting stuck in this one-sided thing! =0)

A total bad day today! Woke up in the morning with a "sore eye" and realized my "eyeball" swollen! Went to the doc with mama and realized it's Conjunctivitis! And it hurts alot! =0( Seeing it scare me too! But it got better after going to school and taking the common test.

Then went to Anderson's to have IceCream and yes, i am going to make fondue next week! Anyone wants?~ Woolala! Finally! It's my treat! Because it's sort of my first time making this thing. So chances of failing = rather high. Will till i really success rate high, i shall do a better one! =0)

I am so tired! My eye hurt so much but at least it isn't teary. Went to town today. Then homed! I am so tired and i have like a layer of oil covering my eyeball now! Because i apply medicine on it! First apply on the drain then closing and opening of eyelids will have to spread it around ur eyeball. But it's so hard to see because it somehow blurs the vision.

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Why? I hate it! =0( And yes, no amount of chocolate will make me happy.

Woo! Back from school! Paper was easy peasy and everyone finished the paper like in 10mins! But the easier it is, it just mean that it's easier for me to make stupid mistakes! And yes, i can hear those evil laughter or giggling when everyone was flipping thru the papers!

Okay. I am freaking tired and i had a weird dream last night! Oh gosh! Ok. Nights!

Time tells. Certain actions prove what kind of person you are. Whether good or bad, nah, i won't say much. =0) I am tired! Nights! At least now i know.

Today's 2010 is frigging easy. It's like close one eye, open one eye can do! But the disadvantage of such easy peasy paper is that you get to create careless mistake freaking easy too! I forgot to read the first question fully and ended up drawing something that is wrong! Question asked for AMPLITUDE SPECTRUM WHILE I DID time domain! =0( Sighs! And hopefully i don't have any like calculation errors or anything!

Time to prepare for tomorrow! I still have 2002 to handle! And i have yet to start on MARKETING. Because i can only remember like the steps of decision making process! =X Sighs! And I love sweating! =0) I love sweating! And bathe after sweating! That refreshed feeling is damn good! Heehee! Okay, i got to go now! =0)


Toodles!

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a tit for a tat.

I am going to just blog alil and off my comp because i am freaking DIZZY! I can't walk properly on the way home becox of the dizziness and giddiness! =0( Must be maths! The journey home was bad! Torturing because of maths! It's a sure fail now! =0( I shan't go into WHAT I DIDN'T do because it's only when i hand up the paper that i realized, I FORGOT TO SUB IN THE VALUES! =0( Was complaining to sam! She called me to ask me how was maths since she saw how freaked out i was. But yes, as usual, they always call me to DON'T THINK ABOUT IT SINCE IT'S OVER. Think about Common Test tomorrow and don't keep thinking about how bad is today. But that's me la! If i don't get to outcome, or find a way to solve something, i just won't let it go! =0( Fine! I shall forget about maths, let it be and now focus on other mods! =)



Toodles!



Coffee taste like wasabi and i love homemade baked rice!

It's math test later! And i am seriously freaking out! *gasp!*
Pray for me~

=0) I am not aware that it's tomorrow. I mean i am aware that it's maths tomorrow just that i can't accept the fact that it's tomorrow! Gosh! I still can't handle integration and differentiation! =0( Craps! And i am typing my time table for COMMON TEST here. Maths on MONDAY. Electric COMM on tues. MARKETING on wed. And CIRCUIT ANALYSIS on THURSDAY. If i am wrong PLEASE do tell me because i am paranoid!

Anyways, i am a happy nut because i managed to catch him online today! Like after 23414213419weeks. Mwahaha! And after much threatening(harmless threats) and much complaining he finally toltd me! So yeaps people, it's true that he is coming back! =)) Let's prepare our socks to get our prezzies! Bu that is if he is able to leave and erm yeaps, he already booked the tix like a long long time ago! Pray hard! =0) Bbf is coming back! =0) And yes, with prezzies!

And erm, i want coco-hazelnut! If you know what's that, get it for me okay?! I know singapore sells that too. Hiaks! Everyone is hyped-up about you coming back la. Happy eh? I am so happy i can't get down to studying! It's been a super long time since we all chat up about stuff! Yays Yays! But let's pray hard that he really have time to come back! =0)

Heh heh. Okay! Back to mugging! And i shall start stocking up on broccoli! I am like addicted to it! I need it for every meal! It taste like asparagus! But NICER and crunchier! =0) Loving it more and more each day la! YUMMY! BROCCOLI! =0) Okay. Hopefully broccoli makes me smarter!

Channel U actually cut away Jam's two songs right? I watched the repeat and realized they cut two songs! And the two songs are like so freaking nice! It's classic can! ShuQi's song and Rainie's song!
CLICK HERE TO VIEW FULL PERFORMANCE! =0)

Okay, that's what mediacorp always do anyways.
*Yawns* I am so freaking tempted to go out can! Like who will choose to stay home and study?
Freaking Common Test. The major major problem is like MATHS and yes, that is BAD enough! Maths! I totally can't handle my integration and differentiation! =X Ya, the basic! =0(

Okies. And practically this whole day is spent on watching his performance on Jing Ma (*Golden Horse Award*). Like more than 4 times already! =0)

讓歌迷引頸期待的「省話一哥」蕭敬騰終於上場表演，一出場果然魅力十足！用獨特的「蕭式嗓音」獻唱入圍最佳原創電影歌曲「小茉莉」、「不能說的‧秘密」、「天堂口」、「小情歌」4首歌曲。

首次應邀在華語影壇盛會上演唱的蕭敬騰，特別為了此次表演，挑戰編曲才華，除了重新編曲，還將唱原唱者的原Key。蕭敬騰一身黑色西裝配上白色鋼琴，一出 場，猶如白馬王子現身！第一首自彈自唱周杰倫「不能說的‧秘密」，也許是有點緊張，蕭敬騰始終緊閉著眼；當演唱到「小茉莉」時，蕭敬騰離開鋼琴走到台前， 馬上又引來歌迷的尖叫。

事前，蕭敬騰曾表示要挑戰原Key，這場演出的確沒有讓大家失望，當蕭敬騰演唱到「天堂口」時，似乎也感動了台下的原唱人舒淇。而在彩排中，演唱「小情 歌」一度忘詞的他，這次可是完完整整唱對了！當他唱到「小情歌」時，害羞的表情終於有了笑臉，還向觀眾說了聲謝謝。有別於原唱人青峰清新的唱法，蕭敬騰用 厚實、穿透力十足的嗓音唱出自己的味道！

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電影和音樂的完美結合，總能譜出最美麗的詩篇，出身星光幫的蕭敬騰，演唱今年金馬獎最佳主題曲的入圍歌曲，不管是蘇打綠的小情歌，舒琪的天堂口，還是周杰倫不能說的秘密，動人的音符和高亢的歌聲，為所有觀眾帶來無限感動。


蕭敬騰的歌聲，已經獲得歌迷的肯定，不過大家可能不知道，他的鋼琴彈的也很不賴喔。重唱周杰倫不能說的秘密，蕭敬騰發揮模仿技巧，學起周杰倫的咬字，讓這首歌聽起來，的確有那麼點周董的味道。

除了不能說的秘密，蕭敬騰還演唱了楊承琳的小茉莉和舒琪的天堂口，高亢的嗓音就連原唱聽了都感動。

蕭敬騰最後獻上的是，蘇打綠的小情歌，讓歌迷們完全陶醉在他精湛的演出當中，一個人演唱四種不同風格的歌曲，蕭敬騰的歌唱才華在表演中顯露無疑，雖然他還是不願多開金口，不過動人的歌聲，已經夠讓粉絲們High翻天了。

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新一代情歌王子蕭敬騰以高人氣獻唱入圍歌曲「小情歌」、「小茉莉」、「天堂口」、「不能說的‧秘密」，高亢歌聲，全場連連安可，是昨晚最好聽的一段演出。

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今年金馬獎星光大道除了女星爭奇鬥艷，也有一些奇特的現象；今年吸引最多粉絲前來助陣的不是任何入圍金馬獎的大明星，而是今年以特殊的歌聲爆紅的蕭敬騰，甚至有粉絲一大早就來現場卡位，就是為了一睹蕭敬騰走星光大道的風采；另外星光大道上相當受歡迎的還有【色戒】劇組，尤其是導演李安，演員湯唯和王力宏一出場，立刻贏得全場掌聲和歡呼。（李書璇報導）


金馬獎週六登場，除了典禮本身，星光大道也是粉絲追逐偶像的重點活動，事實上早期因為香港電影在台灣相當流行，當時來參加星光大道的大多都是香港明星的粉絲，但現在風水輪流轉，本土青春偶像更受歡迎，今年星光大道最大的粉絲團，不但不是港星，甚至也不是電影明星，而是在選秀節目一戰成名，受邀在典禮上獻唱的蕭敬騰，蕭敬騰的蕭幫號召約兩百多名歌迷，就是為了一堵偶像蕭敬騰走上星光大道的靦腆模樣。

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There's like so many so many news i want to upload but too taxing! Omg! LOVE HIM LOVE HIM! I love it when he sang SHU QI's song yesterday! I love his when he sang Xiao Qing Ren! Omg omg! How how how?! I love him! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! His voice, his everything! =0) Looking forward to his ALBUM! I am so ready to buy his album!

Omg! It's raining! And that makes everything so irritating! I mean, it totally made my timetable upside down! Freak. And when i am nothing near flexible! Anyway, i shall stick to studying. I am able to resist temptations you know.

Anyways, why is it that we tend to forget what we dreamt? It's pretty weird. I remember that i have a nightmare last night but why do i wake up feeling happy? I can't really remember what the dream is about but i am sure it was a nightmare. That is weird. Am i becoming psychotic? =0( Must be maths. It seems pretty easy for others but not for me! I hate maths! I HATE MATHS! I LOVE MATHS!

Okay, back to studying time! And and and and, someone said that durian go VERY well with chocolates! Oh gosh! I am hungry now!

I just watched Jam Xiao Jing Teng's performance! Omg! I LOVE IT! Opening with Jay's Secret. Oh gosh! I love the way he play the piano! =0) And his voice! Gosh! How is he able to hit the high notes?! How is he able to sing with such feelings!? He didn't appear nervous at all! Not a single bit!
I LOVE JAM MORE AND MORE!
=x

Hehe. And yes, a new magician idol. Cyril! I think that's his name right? You can find his performance on youtube and if you can remember one magic that he performed. Because i am sure you have watched it. He took a burger out from a menu that was on a wall and ate it, and placed it back with the bite marks too! Omg! =0) I wanna learn magic!

Shit! I forgot what i wanted to blog about.
(*two minutes later*)

Oh yes! There's fondue party going on! And i can't get to go because i need to stay home for MATHS AND JAM! =0( Grrr! Fondue! FONDUE! And the fruits they had... OMG-ish-ly yummy alright! Fondue!

Okay. I freaked out upon seeing Jam Hsiao on teevee! Still as cute as ever! =0)
TOODLES. I know my maths is gone too.

I just realized i got two blisters that form an exclamation sign! You know this "!" sign! One long blister and one round blister! It's freaking cute though they hurt alot! I am so going to take a picture of it! This is the problem when you have a sucky pair of shoes for running/jogging. =0(
*ouch*
Okies! Toodles! Back to math!

Woke up at around 9. Went to jog at 10.
Went to buy food for lunch and end up studying at 1pm.
And still trying to get into the studying mood! =X
I love maths and yes, i tried to make myself LOVE maths! =0)
Okies. Toodles people. Study hard if ya having your common test next week.

And goodie luck to your presentation! =0)

It's all a complicated process.

What have I got to say. What have we got to say?
Regarding this matter, we kind of lose heart already. How many times have we told you to stop your playing? Millions. Trillions. How we love to just leave you alone but we can’t. Not that we are trying to play the saint/angel, just that we are humans we feelings and yes, you have been a good friend to us.

If I could, I would want to scold him and you upset down. But it doesn’t help since it’s already done. Just don’t make anymore stupid decisions. It disappoints many people.

Today is like a hoo-haa day! First this piece of news. Though we kind of expected it, but accepting it is another thing. The second is that some idiot decided to quit schooling! I mean, how can you want to quit when you are in such a good environment studying? It’s so different from studying in Singapore and that’s what matters right? Fine, I am being so irritating now.


Today had one of the best night lesson! Because it builds my confidence. =x Lucky it was an easy lab. Good enough to kick of the real studying race! Race against time and yes, the battle against lazy bones! =0)

I am super tired actually! For no reason too. And yes, like finally I found my motivation! =0) And yes, I will keep to it, so will you. =0) Jiayou! Okies.
Back to studying! I am so freaking afraid of nothing but MATHS MATHS! =x


Nights!


TOMORROW! WATCH TEEVEE FOR 金馬獎盛會! Channel U at 9.30pm! And if you have SCV, even better! =0) Jam will be singing FOUR SONGS! Original Key! =0) Look forward to it!

CLICK ON THE PICTURE FOR MORE! =0) I like his drawings!


I love this! I got to post this picture!
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=0) Just finished reading up some stuff! =0) I am a happy girl today! You see, my time span for one period of sadness is pretty short! =0) Because everything is cleared and settled and even my dreaded circuit is done! =0) I kind of made a mistake with my circuit that made me panic! =0) But it's fine! =0) I am lucky today! Once in a blue moon kind of thing that i am lucky! Really! =0)

And you know that kind of highness when you hear the sound on the radio man! =0) Teehee! My first close to well done circuit! =0) =0) But what's left is report!

Common test is coming soon! Argh! Feared most is maths followed by E.Comms then Marketing and E.C. =x E.comm because of the SNR thing! It makes me confused! Grr! Tomorrow's like NIGHT LESSON again! Tired! Freaking tired!

And i think i need to start choosing my exercise wisely! Because i have been feeling giddy easily. It's something that i always get when i do too much jumping exercise. =0( Boof! I think i had better get back to my work! Common test is next week and all i can think of is CHRISTMAS! Other things, i can forget about them now. I just look forward to Christmas! And erm, yeaps for maths test to be OVER! Dreadful maths test you know! And i hate the teacher teaching me maths!

Okay! Better go back! =0) Nights people! =0)))))


Tis the season to be jolly falalalalala lalalala~
Christmas is the reason why i am HAPPY!

Today had this talk about year three specialization. It motivates me to study study and more study! Erm, let's hope it's long term motivation of course. And I hate LAMWC for making my life so hard. Alrightey, i got to go.

=0) Save $$!

I am pretty afraid that things will go the way i am thinking. I don't want to try to forget about it anymore because it's tiring trying to forget. I just want it to leave quietly. I have tried so many methods but all fail. Because i've got a very accurate sixth sense or whatever you call it, i just can feel it happening. Something i dread. Something i really really dread. But it's been so long, perhaps it's really time i tell myself to let go?

=0( And er yes, i call it retribution.

I learnt a new phrase or statement, whatever you call it.
Express and not impress.

What is it that i have done. Or what i didn't do. Perhaps i really don't practise what i preach.
But it sucks to see that happening you know. I should i put it.
You know what is the best thing that can happen? It's when your friend have problems and you are able to help and yes, your friend turns to you.
You know what is the suckiest thing? It's that you are unable to do it.
The most basic thing is just to even listen.

I don't know how to put it. But it sucks! =0(
You know, i haven't been myself this whole week! It's just that my whole thinking seems to be changing and i am viewing people differently and yes, that tires me out. Why would people be doing this? What would they react that way? Because i am becoming complicated, everything is becoming more complicated! And yes, it doesn't feel good. When you just want to stay away, you realize that something is pulling you back. I want to be able to understand. I want to be able to read thoughts, be it good or bad. At least that is easier than trying to guess right? If i could just be an emotionless freak, things will be much better. Because without happiness, there won't be sadness right?

Argh! Honestly, am i really an unlucky girl?! Because i always have been you know! It would be a sunny day, and when i step out, it turns rainy! I hate michelle. Don't you?

Okay, i am fine now! I wanna sweat it out! I "jogged" and i sweat! =0) I love that feeling of sweating because you feel so refreshed after that! Don't you don't you? okay. Toodles people.


i really must master the art of flattery. =.=

Very random. I am just pure bored and yes, teevee refuse to let me get back to books when today is really a day to get prepared for maths! It's like the maths disease is back or something. It makes me wanna stay far far away from it! And guess what's my problem? I know i should go ask someone, but then something in me refuse to let me do so.

Okay. Was pure bored when i finally found my new crapping partner! =0) And you know what we love to see guys do? I like to see guys dry their hair. Weird right! Most girls like to see guys sweat.. Hmmms.. She like to see guys wear belt. As in the process of wearing a belt. Like how perverted can she be! Tsktsk!


Okay. Let me TRY to get back to the maths that is like screaming at me for giving him attention. And yes, maths is "male" because it's troublesome and tiring to face! Okay. Toodles people!

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I am tired!
I am tired! I need a maths genius too!

Nut will learn to save money! =0) I promise! Lala.

Anyways, i finally understand the meaning of that phrase which somehow goes like this "distance(*edited* thanks nv ren) make the heart grows fonder" or something like that. Because i just saw a classic example. =0)

Oh gosh! I want those days to be back! Things are getting complicated as you get older, or is it me trying to make things complicated? Hmmmmm.. Never mind. Let's not think too much.


Common test is near and i FEAR for my maths! Like really! =0(

Back back back! It’s a tiring day for me today! =0( And yes, it’s erm, rainy day for me! But fret not, I seemed to have lost the ability to cry. Like really! No kidding! But yes, I hate today. Somehow. Don’t ask me why. Nothing particular happened just that whatever is happening around me is making me totally frustrated! Today’s lab test for programming made me frustrated! All because of a “.png” I wasted my time! “.png”! How can I even make a mistake and skipped the “.”. Perhaps that shows how stupid I am! It’s frustrating looking at something/words on and on and not knowing what is wrong is with the codes! And the problem is just “.” and spelling discrepancies (*right word?*). Freaking sad! I hate today. I still hate today. It’s a totally bad day. How do I even place them into words? I am too proud to admit. I am too stubborn to give in. It’s not that I am trying too hard to rely on myself. Not that I am too proud to get help. It’s just that, when you get help from people, and got used to it, you tend to rely on outside help and you just wait for help. That sucks. Because what can be worst than waiting for something that might not come. I see myself relying for help recently, I hate that. It’s like feeling so disgusting. I hate it like totally. So, don’t reprimand me for being stubborn. I am not. I just want to protect myself as much as I can.

I hate today I hate today! I hate you you and you! And it’s weird! It’s more of a weird and mixed up feeling! Great, everything and everyone is starting to make me confused! At times like this, I think all guys are erm, weirdos and perhaps even jerks! I sympathize my dearest. Poor girl! Neh mind, I lend you my soft shoulders okay! Since I can’t really console well. =0)

Alright! I am fine once again! I just need the blogging time to re-arrange my thoughts and I am fine once again! Whether I blog it down or not is like not that important because I am fine! =0) Even I have to try hard to pretend, it’s alright because I know even the worst will be over someday right? =0)

Nights! And smiles! =0)

Before you click the link below, tell me who is the lady in the picture. She looks like Zhang Zi yi right! So, is she somehow related to Zhang Ziyi since her name is Zhang Zi Lin. But she's really pretty!
http://www.missworld.tv/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=93109

Common test is near! But then, i am getting myself into more stuffs! No time no time! Really no time!


Toodles!